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I have three major assignments due on Thursday. I don't understand how to do ANY OF THEM. I like I'm in WAY over my head. I cannot BELIEVE how much I've slacked off this semester. I haven't done ANYTHING. I had an incredible GPA for freshman year and I'm about to RUIN it (which, at the same time, would be incredibly liberating. I'd love to have an A- make me happy instead of making my stomach drop). I feel like I've wasted so much time on working and other stupid things. I can't even tell you something good I've done with the time I haven't used to do my homework. Even with all the time I've been working, I have no money to show for it. I realize I don't have it bad at all, but that doesn't mean I can't be stressed out. That's one of the worst things everrr... feeling guilty about being stressed.