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WARNING THIS IS ME BITCHING IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ STOP NOW
So i went to physical therapy today and have realized most of the stuff i do there is way to easy for me the only thing that hurts is riding the bike and one leg toe raises. IT feels like such a waste b/c i know things aren't getting better. I tried to go for a run today. I got one whole block before the pain sank in. How ridiculous is that! I just can't deal with it anymore. I seriously have just given up on running and working out b/c it's just going to put me in more pain and i don't feel like dealing with it. But of course stopping something like that has ten pounds worth of consequences. SO now i have to eat better. That is so hard for me, b/c i am a fat kid and i love food! UGH and way too much is changing. People are talking way too much shit nowadays. Seriously i just can't wait to go and start over. 1 month from wednesday! HELL YES! I'm excited i'll be away from RVT for months at a time :) I told my mom i may be home one day a month. SYKE like that will happen lol. If i come home at all it'll be for homecooked meals from my gmom. I just can't say enough how happy i am to be going away. Don't get me wrong i love some of the people here, but the drama is just getting to me. And after 13 years of knowing some people and seeing them almost everyday, you need a break. SO yeah that's about it i feel a lot better now :)
So i went to physical therapy today and have realized most of the stuff i do there is way to easy for me the only thing that hurts is riding the bike and one leg toe raises. IT feels like such a waste b/c i know things aren't getting better. I tried to go for a run today. I got one whole block before the pain sank in. How ridiculous is that! I just can't deal with it anymore. I seriously have just given up on running and working out b/c it's just going to put me in more pain and i don't feel like dealing with it. But of course stopping something like that has ten pounds worth of consequences. SO now i have to eat better. That is so hard for me, b/c i am a fat kid and i love food! UGH and way too much is changing. People are talking way too much shit nowadays. Seriously i just can't wait to go and start over. 1 month from wednesday! HELL YES! I'm excited i'll be away from RVT for months at a time :) I told my mom i may be home one day a month. SYKE like that will happen lol. If i come home at all it'll be for homecooked meals from my gmom. I just can't say enough how happy i am to be going away. Don't get me wrong i love some of the people here, but the drama is just getting to me. And after 13 years of knowing some people and seeing them almost everyday, you need a break. SO yeah that's about it i feel a lot better now :)