May 26, 2004 11:40
The pain is killing me. I can't even think. I can't begin to write a paper. I just want to sleep. That's all I can think about. I can't shower because I can't raise my hands to wash my hair...that's how painful this is...when will it stop hurting?
I keep having dreams where I wake up screaming...(Jason ask me about them bud). I keep doing something entirely not like me in them...with people I know...I wake up feeling guilty.