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I got fired for the first time in my life where I actually did nothing wrong. I know that I wasnt meant for fine dining because I just dont agree with people that pay 18 dollars for a hamburger while there are people right now that cant even pay their rent. Maybe they saw that in me, that I just hated the people that came into the restaurant. I like working in sports bars with people that work hard and just want to come in and have a beer after work. Im having such a hard time in Orlando. If you could of asked me at 18 what I would be like at 24 this would not be it. I would have pictured myself completely on my own, teaching, and happy. I still havent gotten my certification, all the jobs in Orlando are filled, and Im stuck looking for another serving job. I have enough savings to get me through the next couple of months without a job but I miss having fun and going out and dancing. I wish someone could get me out of my rut. At least Sammy has been here to cuddle with me all day.