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I was thinking about Nate today. Some people got pissed cause i was grouchy. Sorry. He is always with me. I can't figure it out. I mean of course teh drunk driving thing makes me think about him. I was thinking about if he had children, possibly with my sister or jsut with anyone, what they might have been like. He made my sister happy. I just can't figure out why he is alwyas with me in my mind. I also came to a very harsh realization last night. It finally hit me that big sis went off to college. My mother was like did u know ur sister is in South Carolina. I was jsut kinda stunned. Me and her haven't talked in like 3 weeks. Kinda feelin terrible about that, but i dont know. I also dropped the ball massively at play practice. I made teh fight scene look like a drunk ballet, sorry Will. Plus i pissed some people off without meaning to. I didn't mean to be rude if i was, it jsut got to teh point that everything i was thinking combined into this like lump in my chest. To everyone who i offended , of which there are several, by several i mean like more than five,I am sorry. I hope u understand. But i can't really do anything about it now. Yea. Thanks to Olivia my entire day was revived, and i have decided that if nate were here or Uncle John or anyone else then they would hit me in the head for being grouchy if i ever had such an amazing girlfriend. My day had been a combonation of my stupid comments and jsut plain shitty happeneings, and then in like record time she made me feel wonderful again. I can't explain how she makes me feel. She is one of the most amazing people i have ever met.
I love my close group of friends, and they are irreplacable. I really do appreciate all of yall who understand. Sorry i failed to show it. I am the luckiest guy in the world and sometimesi forget that, but from now on i will try harder not to.
-THE DOUG
P.s. - Thanks to everyone who asked me how i was doing today. And Allison and Katie, your flow of comments are always special.
I love my close group of friends, and they are irreplacable. I really do appreciate all of yall who understand. Sorry i failed to show it. I am the luckiest guy in the world and sometimesi forget that, but from now on i will try harder not to.
-THE DOUG
P.s. - Thanks to everyone who asked me how i was doing today. And Allison and Katie, your flow of comments are always special.