once again i think i need a hug

[losingall_hope]

i wish i could tell everythign thats going on right now. but i cant im deciding to keep this to myself and some of my really good friends.
i hate how life isnt fair for some ppl.
i hate how some things ppl do ruin other ppls lives.
i feel sorry for alot of ppl i no. and what someone has done to them.
i feel sorry for my dad, and mom
i feel sorry for my self
i love my family and everythign they have done.
even tho i was raise strickty im happy they did it.

i hate how this is happening rigth befor christmas.
once again this will be a x mas that just isnt the same.

if you dont take this seriously FUCK YOU i dont need you in my life.

parts of my life are awesome but parts are horible.
but i think im going to get some egg nog.
thanks for being my friend.