Aug 24, 2009 22:07
first day of school in iowa city
i feel like nothing special is happening in my life in anymore. my biggest fear is that i gave up what truly made me special. leaving cedar falls felt so right at one time... and now i feel like i could not have made a bigger mistake. i am so nervous that every direction is the wrong one. somewhere deep down i know i can make it ..i am just scared i won't.
gracie you've never been more right...
I really do just want someone to love....