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[losing_my_self]

so i met someone today who knows him.....has hung out with him....and learned somethings....and it didnt surprise me.

i still like him.....even tho he lied to me about all that. i still like him.

i dont know why. he doesnt feel the same way.

hell i havent even seen him for like a month.

but its still there.

why cant it go away? why cant i meet someone who feels the same way about me?

or who knows? maybe he does feel the same way and me being a chicken about it is just gonna make me miss out. but that doesnt change the fact the i probably wont tell him.

boys.............................................................are hard