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I'm not losing my mind, I'm just losing everything.
I've lost my cell phone charger.
It's not in my car, in my house, at work, in john's car, or john's house.
I'm tired of looking.
I notices that both of my modest mouse cd's are not in my car.
Did I lend them to someone? Did someone take them?
I've been having awful dreams.
In one of them I watched John cut off his own dick.
In another, I was trampled by a tsumnai, survived, but not well.
Another one I was driving down Laroe and when I turned on my brights,
I collided into a pack of deer.
It's terrifying to dream of such horrid things.
I feel frazzled.
I've been sleeping at home more often than usual.
I sleep in the living room because without the tv on, I feel completely alone.
I've bought a pack a day this whole week.
I have $11 to my name untill Friday.
I need to get out of my own skin for a few days
...any suggestions?