i have the bones of a ninety year old woman.
franny likes to chew paper. so far she has punched many holes in my mothers things and the pages of my books...she likes to hide under beds and jump out, attaching to your leg or foot like a parasite. she thought i was going to put her in the freezer last night and clawed up my arms and neck...
i remember when i told mikey to push adam in a bush and he did it. he had gashes up and down his neck. they didnt heal for a good month or so. i remember when i kissed mikey just because he wanted me to. or at least i think that was why i did it. i might have just...done it. walking through the hall. and in that case...i feel real...somethin'. stupid maybe? but there is no reason for that. i suppose that the common reasoning need not apply. he seemed to not mind. perhaps even enjoy those few seconds. sara was there i think. i think she said - oh my god. and laughed all the way up the stair well. it could have been someone else. my memory fails me these days.
i remember when i told mikey to push adam in a bush and he did it. he had gashes up and down his neck. they didnt heal for a good month or so. i remember when i kissed mikey just because he wanted me to. or at least i think that was why i did it. i might have just...done it. walking through the hall. and in that case...i feel real...somethin'. stupid maybe? but there is no reason for that. i suppose that the common reasoning need not apply. he seemed to not mind. perhaps even enjoy those few seconds. sara was there i think. i think she said - oh my god. and laughed all the way up the stair well. it could have been someone else. my memory fails me these days.