goodness gracious what a long freakin time

[losinawholeyear]

hey everybodie.. well its been like 10 years since ive updated but i guess thats a good or bad thing.As usual ive been on myspace instead of LJ and i think im going to switch to myspace.. this is a lil old lol. well .. nothing much has happened at all.. besides like, the usual. the holidays came and went i had a pretty awesome christmas break, my bro went up for college in sacramento ((scariest drive EVER!!)) he goes to Wyotech now and his apartment is so nice. Justint ))his girlfriend)) and iare due up their ... i thinka round february 12.. which sucks bcuz thats valentines day weekend. oh well its not like i have a valentines day neways. every single year it always ends upsucking fat nuts when vday comes around, ITs finals week here at ALHS.. you know what that means!!! absolutelynothing =\ im failing math... so my dad said id ont have to go sit in a classroom for 2 hours. instead, i get to come help my daddie in the band room. so far i have vacuumed, swept, stacked chairs, rearranged stands, cleaned his MESSY ass office... and went to carls jr =) lol. i have my science final next, it should be fine its not even going to be that hard imjust worried yanno how things are this year i really care i guess you could say. well about the whole relationship thing for alyse mcnair... i just like have to stop believing in everything when it comes to that mess now =\ i dont talk to osker nemore, matt stopped talking to me bcuz .. crap not even going to get into that. i really like this guy but i truly dont believe hes into me... im just like.. forget it !! ill go along with danyell and say fuck it.. as for the matt thign i dunno like.. man he makes me sooo.. aggravated yet im infatuated with the boy. i wish things werent like the way they are , its like hes trying to piss me off or make me angry bcuz he thinks thats what IM trying to do the same to him, which im not. all i want to do is talk to him again and not have him so angry with me and post up all this shit about me =\ i dunno what can ya do, ne advice people? id surely appreciate it , really. 15 mins left untilmy science final, so i better go study again kk? post comments if you guys like i doubt lol.... paz y amorrrrr

<3alyse

p.s. kings ball is coming up!!! i dunno who i should ask but i have a pretty good idea .