May 11, 2004 15:23
fuck why isnt it the weekend? this is gonna be the longest week of my life. i have that huge essay due thursday, but i think im just gonna stay home tomm and do it then. im stressing myself out, whether or not to get a haircut and im insecure and fucking math test and that essay that i know i wont even do tomm and CIF game on fri and i have to start cause everyones quitting and omg aaah. i feel stupid complaining about this shit when sara is going to that D.C. thing and other people have worse shit going on. urgh and my self esteem is at_ the lowest it could be and i feel that i look like shit. hm, i wish i could have a few days off from everything. like an end to this week...hm, only if such a thing were here, now. im really excited bout my birthday, haha its my turn to get raped. ill finally be able to sit back, relax and enjoy the show ;) lets hope i make it there-