"and i have the house to myself, wanna watch a movie and maybe...?"
hah fuck, should i go over there again. im not sure, well i think i should but i dunno if i will. yea i prob will, i dunno. im not sure if its gonna be worth it, is a quick off worth the hype? of course it is. i guess im just looking for something more, something constant. ill go and get my fix, but i want something that i dont have to think about, something that i could rely on. fuck i wish i wasnt bitching about something that ive wanted for fuckin ever, sorry for this, i guess i just needed to look at this on paper, i dont knw what i want. whatever it is i dont have it.