hello beautiful, it sure has been a while (:
ok so here it goes, the last day of 2009. this year started off great got bad a little worse then got good great and crashed again. kinda reminds me of baby birds that are
born and learn how to fly, I crashed
but this new year I'm gonna learn to fly and spread my wings. goodbye heartbreak so long nice to know ya hopefully I can get thru next year without falling for some girl who in the end doesn't give a shit.
my ex gf dumps me two days after valentines day, great huh? in the end she's a bitch for leaving me for another guy. hey you were a great lay though thanks for that atleast I learned a thing or two (:
the new girl what a darling she was, pretty eyes and everything. I didn't think I'd fall for her that fast but I did and surprisingly she fell for me too except she was able to catch herself and went away. you really did bum me out but after the rain comes the shine; perfect timing cuz I'm ready for change. I never did tell you but I sorta in a weird way love you but you'll never know and it doesn't matter because times change and someone can and will replace you at some point. you were tricky I was scared to go all the way with you but I did and once again thanks for teaching me something; although it wasn't you that taught me I learned it myself thru you heh.
now how do I get over her if there's noone to distract me? once again i've fallen in love with music. it's been such a long time since I looked for new bands I enjoy listening to
but listen to this: THE LAST.FM APP for iPhone is god!! my god did it help me get thru the depression I was falling into over constant heartbreak and deception but hey once again, perfect timing.
to all the people who are still in my life, I love you. I know a big majority of you aren't gonna see this I know you guys reading it are. i am ready for the new year and the new adventures being 21 really brings so watch out 2010 cuz here I come bitch!
cpt f I especially got mad love for you <3 you are an amazing person (:
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