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school starts tomorrow. im not too happy.
funnest night of the summer... going out at 230 in the morning to meet megan and amanda at denny's.
scariest nights... the nights and times when erin and i were fighting, i had the run in with the drunk guy and the time that eclipse was hit then almost hit us.
funnest day... warped tour. really had fun that day with jayson, tim, conrad and laura.
felt most in love... when i got back from montreal and erin and i made up.
best choice... getting back into hockey.
good music... cramps, hot water music, avail, breakfast at tiffany's soundtrack, and even jimmy eat world. ANE EVEN christina aguilera's beautiful and those two songs by kelly clarkson and some other pop song that makes me feel like im in a gay boi club.
well here's a recap of my eventful last day of summer...
first, laura and brelyn ended up coming over. went to walgreen's where i bought chicago on dvd for about 20 dollars. then we went to the mall. had fun looking at some really cute clothes with the girls and whatnot. and as we were walking to go eat, some dresses caught my attention so i went in there and got excited. then at the same time some stupid thugs were walking by and started yelling stuff like fruit, fag, queer, and made some comments about how i was dressed. then brelyn tried to run out and find them but they were gone mixed into the crowd of everyone else at circle centre mall. we so should have just went to greenwood in the first place. at least there most people are fake nice to you. then as we are walking out, i pass this guy and he says "hey bud" or something like that. i turn around thinking maybe i dropped something but he hands me this white paper and i say thanks with an uncertainty and it turns out to have a bunch of crap written on it in german and it had a german eagle with a swastika hanging from its claws. (by the way, i was wearing my follow your leader shirt where hitler is blowing his brains out). so i screamed ass but i dont think he heard me. i dunno. at that point i was so freaked out and i just wanted to go to bed and not wake up till tomorrow.
then some unimportant stuff happened. then brelyn and i ended up going to visit the high school when they all got out. saw megan and some other girl. at first i thought she was rachel but i really couldnt tell. im a horrible person. i dont know.
then i go into martichs room and give him a really big hug. i guess friday is his last day at decatur. but he told me this himself. this isnt a rumor. he said so many rumors have been going around but he IS LEAVING after friday to go be a counselor at some middle school out on the east side. BUT THEN he said i can keep BIG DADDY!! that makes me so happy. he was actually gonna let me take it home that day, but ill explain more later. but yeah, i have emailed him a few times before but i guess he never gets them i dont know. so i gave him my new iupui email address and told him he has to email me there. and he has to come to some of my games, too. but it was so good seeing him again. and i showed him my shirt and told him its a picture of you. he loved it. but yeah he was gonna let me wheel big daddy out to my car. but i also wanted to see some other teachers, so he said that he would still be there for a while so i could leave for a bit then come back and say my final goodbyes and take big daddy. (brelyn was gonna have to help me with it). so i go and find weimer and nowling and have nice chats with those lovely people, and come back to find that martich had left and big daddy was gone, too! and the door was locked but not shut, so i dont know what the hell was going on. anyway, brelyn wrote a note on the board saying we would be back on friday. SO brelyn is gonna be at my house at 7 on friday morning and were gonna go visit him early. anyone else wanna go? im also thinking about giving him a recently retired hockey stick as a memory. im gonna sign it, too. anyone else want to come by my house and sign it for him? or give me anything to give to him? or heck jsut go up there yourself by friday. but hes leaving. its sad, but i know he will be happier away from that horrible prison known as DCHS!
blah blah blah unimportant. erin was being pokey and she said shes about to start her period. argh.
then after i left erin's, i sorta started crying while driving. then "stand by me" came on the oldies and i really lost it. went and saw amber at the gas station. cried a bit more, kept choking on my words, didnt know what i wanted to say to her, but i just wanted to thank her for giving me a place to hang out on these wonderful summer nights that ive been having and will miss. (for those that dont know, ive spent many nights this summer for up to two hours at times just hanging with her at the gas station while she worked. good times they were).
then as i was coming up to my house, i was so hoping that i would see Marie the fox. shes a fox that ive seen a few times wondering around. shes so pretty. might be a he i dont know. but i just love the thing and im just so captivated by it all the time. anywho, i was thinking gosh it would be so great to see her tonight just as one last summer present. then i lost it again. cried some more. never saw marie. havent seen her in a while really. that would have been so special had i gotten to see her.
well, ive been at this forever. i still need to get all my crap ready for tomorrow. gotta be big man on campus.
god damn. it seems like i went to montreal forever ago, but graduation seems like it was just last week.
well, goodbye summer. i'll miss you.
P.S. i know what im gonna wear friday as one big fuck you since ill probably see a lot more people this time since it will be the morning.... my fags shirt. suck on this one, a-holes! and goodnight, sleep tight, sweet dreams, and farewell hon dearest.
funnest night of the summer... going out at 230 in the morning to meet megan and amanda at denny's.
scariest nights... the nights and times when erin and i were fighting, i had the run in with the drunk guy and the time that eclipse was hit then almost hit us.
funnest day... warped tour. really had fun that day with jayson, tim, conrad and laura.
felt most in love... when i got back from montreal and erin and i made up.
best choice... getting back into hockey.
good music... cramps, hot water music, avail, breakfast at tiffany's soundtrack, and even jimmy eat world. ANE EVEN christina aguilera's beautiful and those two songs by kelly clarkson and some other pop song that makes me feel like im in a gay boi club.
well here's a recap of my eventful last day of summer...
first, laura and brelyn ended up coming over. went to walgreen's where i bought chicago on dvd for about 20 dollars. then we went to the mall. had fun looking at some really cute clothes with the girls and whatnot. and as we were walking to go eat, some dresses caught my attention so i went in there and got excited. then at the same time some stupid thugs were walking by and started yelling stuff like fruit, fag, queer, and made some comments about how i was dressed. then brelyn tried to run out and find them but they were gone mixed into the crowd of everyone else at circle centre mall. we so should have just went to greenwood in the first place. at least there most people are fake nice to you. then as we are walking out, i pass this guy and he says "hey bud" or something like that. i turn around thinking maybe i dropped something but he hands me this white paper and i say thanks with an uncertainty and it turns out to have a bunch of crap written on it in german and it had a german eagle with a swastika hanging from its claws. (by the way, i was wearing my follow your leader shirt where hitler is blowing his brains out). so i screamed ass but i dont think he heard me. i dunno. at that point i was so freaked out and i just wanted to go to bed and not wake up till tomorrow.
then some unimportant stuff happened. then brelyn and i ended up going to visit the high school when they all got out. saw megan and some other girl. at first i thought she was rachel but i really couldnt tell. im a horrible person. i dont know.
then i go into martichs room and give him a really big hug. i guess friday is his last day at decatur. but he told me this himself. this isnt a rumor. he said so many rumors have been going around but he IS LEAVING after friday to go be a counselor at some middle school out on the east side. BUT THEN he said i can keep BIG DADDY!! that makes me so happy. he was actually gonna let me take it home that day, but ill explain more later. but yeah, i have emailed him a few times before but i guess he never gets them i dont know. so i gave him my new iupui email address and told him he has to email me there. and he has to come to some of my games, too. but it was so good seeing him again. and i showed him my shirt and told him its a picture of you. he loved it. but yeah he was gonna let me wheel big daddy out to my car. but i also wanted to see some other teachers, so he said that he would still be there for a while so i could leave for a bit then come back and say my final goodbyes and take big daddy. (brelyn was gonna have to help me with it). so i go and find weimer and nowling and have nice chats with those lovely people, and come back to find that martich had left and big daddy was gone, too! and the door was locked but not shut, so i dont know what the hell was going on. anyway, brelyn wrote a note on the board saying we would be back on friday. SO brelyn is gonna be at my house at 7 on friday morning and were gonna go visit him early. anyone else wanna go? im also thinking about giving him a recently retired hockey stick as a memory. im gonna sign it, too. anyone else want to come by my house and sign it for him? or give me anything to give to him? or heck jsut go up there yourself by friday. but hes leaving. its sad, but i know he will be happier away from that horrible prison known as DCHS!
blah blah blah unimportant. erin was being pokey and she said shes about to start her period. argh.
then after i left erin's, i sorta started crying while driving. then "stand by me" came on the oldies and i really lost it. went and saw amber at the gas station. cried a bit more, kept choking on my words, didnt know what i wanted to say to her, but i just wanted to thank her for giving me a place to hang out on these wonderful summer nights that ive been having and will miss. (for those that dont know, ive spent many nights this summer for up to two hours at times just hanging with her at the gas station while she worked. good times they were).
then as i was coming up to my house, i was so hoping that i would see Marie the fox. shes a fox that ive seen a few times wondering around. shes so pretty. might be a he i dont know. but i just love the thing and im just so captivated by it all the time. anywho, i was thinking gosh it would be so great to see her tonight just as one last summer present. then i lost it again. cried some more. never saw marie. havent seen her in a while really. that would have been so special had i gotten to see her.
well, ive been at this forever. i still need to get all my crap ready for tomorrow. gotta be big man on campus.
god damn. it seems like i went to montreal forever ago, but graduation seems like it was just last week.
well, goodbye summer. i'll miss you.
P.S. i know what im gonna wear friday as one big fuck you since ill probably see a lot more people this time since it will be the morning.... my fags shirt. suck on this one, a-holes! and goodnight, sleep tight, sweet dreams, and farewell hon dearest.