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So, my favorite part about the club...
Sitting next to the big ol' speakers letting the bass shake your clothes and body..watching the people. It feels so...real, and it's something that i can actually feel and just let it be what it is without trying to analyze it.
I dunno...it's weird how i've seemed to lose control of what i feel anymore and when i think i feel something I'm told it's wrong ? I think i know what i'm feeling...it's weird !!
Anywho... on other notes:
I finally saw LBJ since he got back from Italy and he told me i looked really good. He asked me how i was doing, and for the first time I can finally honestly look at people and say "great", and it feels good. i owe part of it to Drew. For once I met a guy, that I can say it a true friend, that i can talk with and that really just wants to see me happy. I haven't met a guy who can do that without having a different motive. and I don't have a different motive. I enjoy talking to him, I enjoy spending time with him, and it's geniune. the limits have been set, and accepted and I'm glad it doesn't keep us from enjoying time together.
HmM other things...
I'm getting an apartment with Siera and her boyfriend. I'm not totally sure how i feel about it. Nothing wrong about her boyfriend and her but about getting an apartment. like im excited and i feel it's a wise decision but I don't want to end up being another struggling student to pay my bills and what not on time. Hopefully I can do it...I'm sure I can !!
HmM, so, what do you think ??
-Steve
Sitting next to the big ol' speakers letting the bass shake your clothes and body..watching the people. It feels so...real, and it's something that i can actually feel and just let it be what it is without trying to analyze it.
I dunno...it's weird how i've seemed to lose control of what i feel anymore and when i think i feel something I'm told it's wrong ? I think i know what i'm feeling...it's weird !!
Anywho... on other notes:
I finally saw LBJ since he got back from Italy and he told me i looked really good. He asked me how i was doing, and for the first time I can finally honestly look at people and say "great", and it feels good. i owe part of it to Drew. For once I met a guy, that I can say it a true friend, that i can talk with and that really just wants to see me happy. I haven't met a guy who can do that without having a different motive. and I don't have a different motive. I enjoy talking to him, I enjoy spending time with him, and it's geniune. the limits have been set, and accepted and I'm glad it doesn't keep us from enjoying time together.
HmM other things...
I'm getting an apartment with Siera and her boyfriend. I'm not totally sure how i feel about it. Nothing wrong about her boyfriend and her but about getting an apartment. like im excited and i feel it's a wise decision but I don't want to end up being another struggling student to pay my bills and what not on time. Hopefully I can do it...I'm sure I can !!
HmM, so, what do you think ??
-Steve