I am Jack's broken heart...

[losertml]

Wow. Lately things have been really fucked up. I have been really fucked up. Everyone else is really fucked. I don't quite know how to explain this feeling. I think 'dead inside' covers it quite nicely. I don't trust anybody right now, to be honest. And that's not one of those, 'I don't trust anybody except so-and-so, who is implied', it's anybody. It's truly a fucked up feeling, being alone. And I'd rather not swear, but the only way to sum this us is 'fucked up'. So, in summation, I am feeling very disenfranchised. I like that phrase a bit better now. So, if it seems that I don't like you, don't fret, it's probably true. Just kidding. I'm just very out of it. Nothing seems real. One day slips nonchalantly in to the next. I have nothing left to say, so I'm out.

Love,
Mat