i effed up.
everyone says dont regret anything, cause everything happens for a reason, and usually im a firm believer of that, but right now, it doesnt seem that way. i messed up bad enough for myself,you, and your mom. maybe your gma too. and its something i definetly regret. im making an exception to my belief. and i dont see any possible way of this happening for a reason, because it was pointless and stupid and absolutely no good could possibly come from it. all i can do it bare through the disappointment.