For the break that would make it okay.
Ah...so. Hm. I haven't posted in a while, have I? Have some tl;dr
It can't really be helped. I've had finals all this week. My last ones are today, and they are a paper I have to turn in, and a really hard final for that Japanese Research and Bibliographic Method class. For students interested in that class? The teacher is nice and all, but I wholeheartedly recommend just raiding the class site for anything you need, ever. These exams officially make this class not worth it, and I will live in fear of this professor's classes, forever.
If I'm even more honest though, I haven't posted because my life has been absolutely miserable lately, oh god. Since I'm feeling just a smidge better, I'm posting. I hate posting when I'm too upset...I can never really make myself do it anymore.
For those who haven't heard me whine and cry about it already - I got this horrible, horrible sunburn at Tulip Festival. It's still blistery in spots, but it's finally really starting to heal. But, it burned like....up at my collar bone, but it goes all the way around my head in a circle. Sleeping has kind of been agony. Last night was the first night I was actually comfortable enough to sleep through the night on my stomach. Before that, I had to like...make sure I wasn't going to move in the night, and I had to sleep on my back and I am just so glad I haven't had exams of significance since before Tulip fest. I probably would have failed them.
On top of this, I've caught some kind of cold. I'm not super-sick, but like...just sick enough for me to be miserable. I have a bad cough, and I have been very grateful I still have Mucinex left from the beginning of the year. It's been helping a bunch.
SADLY THAT IS NOT EVEN THE END OF IT.
I found out on Monday, when I went to put on my glasses for the first time since Tulip Fest, that apparently one of the lenses had popped out. Again, for those who haven't heard yet...the Third Eye Blind concert got a bit rowdier than I was expecting. Shut up, I know that makes me concert-stupid. I had been in like, the way front too. I got out of it quickly enough, and I'm not hurt from it, but...I guess they must have broken then. It wasn't worth looking for it in the park - if that was when I lost it, it's been trampled into nothing by now. The rest of the frame is fine, it's just the lens.
I sort of broke a bit myself then. I sat and cried for a while, over it. I had taken such good care of them all year, for fear of ever having to replace them. It costs money we don't have. It costs money that I don't have. And I probably didn't get the job I applied for that would give me that kind of money, since I haven't heard by. Again. I can't call yet because I'm not home, but I'm losing faith in that opportunity. ...and I was just so. tired. of everything.
I'm probably not going to get to anything I had wanted to do today. ._. Like go back to that Asian market, since I only wound up with one little can. I don't know if I can even work up the nerve to do that though, considering my glasses... Or get my sister something, since I wound up buying something for everyone but her.
...A-Aha, this is really getting tl;dr, so I'll cut it here, print my final paper and take my last exam. Then maybe I can relax a bit. ...I sort of feel like this week can't get much worse so by default it has to get better soon, right? |D; Wish me luck! ♥
It can't really be helped. I've had finals all this week. My last ones are today, and they are a paper I have to turn in, and a really hard final for that Japanese Research and Bibliographic Method class. For students interested in that class? The teacher is nice and all, but I wholeheartedly recommend just raiding the class site for anything you need, ever. These exams officially make this class not worth it, and I will live in fear of this professor's classes, forever.
If I'm even more honest though, I haven't posted because my life has been absolutely miserable lately, oh god. Since I'm feeling just a smidge better, I'm posting. I hate posting when I'm too upset...I can never really make myself do it anymore.
For those who haven't heard me whine and cry about it already - I got this horrible, horrible sunburn at Tulip Festival. It's still blistery in spots, but it's finally really starting to heal. But, it burned like....up at my collar bone, but it goes all the way around my head in a circle. Sleeping has kind of been agony. Last night was the first night I was actually comfortable enough to sleep through the night on my stomach. Before that, I had to like...make sure I wasn't going to move in the night, and I had to sleep on my back and I am just so glad I haven't had exams of significance since before Tulip fest. I probably would have failed them.
On top of this, I've caught some kind of cold. I'm not super-sick, but like...just sick enough for me to be miserable. I have a bad cough, and I have been very grateful I still have Mucinex left from the beginning of the year. It's been helping a bunch.
SADLY THAT IS NOT EVEN THE END OF IT.
I found out on Monday, when I went to put on my glasses for the first time since Tulip Fest, that apparently one of the lenses had popped out. Again, for those who haven't heard yet...the Third Eye Blind concert got a bit rowdier than I was expecting. Shut up, I know that makes me concert-stupid. I had been in like, the way front too. I got out of it quickly enough, and I'm not hurt from it, but...I guess they must have broken then. It wasn't worth looking for it in the park - if that was when I lost it, it's been trampled into nothing by now. The rest of the frame is fine, it's just the lens.
I sort of broke a bit myself then. I sat and cried for a while, over it. I had taken such good care of them all year, for fear of ever having to replace them. It costs money we don't have. It costs money that I don't have. And I probably didn't get the job I applied for that would give me that kind of money, since I haven't heard by. Again. I can't call yet because I'm not home, but I'm losing faith in that opportunity. ...and I was just so. tired. of everything.
I'm probably not going to get to anything I had wanted to do today. ._. Like go back to that Asian market, since I only wound up with one little can. I don't know if I can even work up the nerve to do that though, considering my glasses... Or get my sister something, since I wound up buying something for everyone but her.
...A-Aha, this is really getting tl;dr, so I'll cut it here, print my final paper and take my last exam. Then maybe I can relax a bit. ...I sort of feel like this week can't get much worse so by default it has to get better soon, right? |D; Wish me luck! ♥