i'm back. back again. libbys back. tell a friend.

[loserlibby]

I AM BACK! haleluja! ok i am not totally obsessed with dyllan anymore do not worry. its really funny though cause my horoscope says love and all this crap and new romance and that i'll have someone by the tenth and i'm just like ha. not that quickly. i mean i just hate myself cause i get myself down so much and make myself feel like "oh libby your so stupid its not gonna happen" all this shit. but the thing is, its not. i bet you it wont cause he is just not into me as a girlfriend i can feel it. he loves to make me mad and make me laugh and he wants to provoke me but sometimes i just get so frustrated partly because i cant really tell anyone and i always let it slip and now tons know and i think he knows. he has to know really. and no one in our class really is too fond of him at all and they are like " i dont like dyllan. he's so annoying" what am i supposed to say? "oh. well, i think i'm in love with him." fucking pissed. i need sleep so i'm going to bed early.

i'm really glad i have this back because i need to vent every now and then. and i tried to find my real journal but i couldn't find it so i just gave up and came back here. love you all.