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happy late valentines day you guys....sorry i didn't have time to do it yesterday.
only got one valentine...hah it was from will. he left me a white rose and chocolate in my truck. but it did surprise me when derek called last night...it was like 11:57 and he was like i just called to tell you happy valentines day...i haven't talked to him in sooo long.
this weekend sucked. i didn't do anything...slept most of the time.
ever been really pissed with someone, but you couldn't really tell them bcuz you hardly ever talked to them anymore? i mean i dont just wanna go up to the person and go off...i should tho...ugh....
talked to jerry earlier...wow..that was an eye-opener...he got me thinking about alot of things...i feel sooo horrible now.
lyrics:
The drastic steps I’m takin
Are just an act of desperation
No one’s gonna miss me
So what the hell
I fought and lied, I drank too much
Hurt every one I ever touched
Just how much I hurt you is hard to tell
It’s not some kind of cry for help
Just good bye I wish you well
Because I love you I’m gonna kill myself
(youd never guess it was country huh?)