wherever you go, whatever you do, don't say I never loved you
so this has been a really good week, and that's awesome. october is better and i love it. jason and i booked our plane tickets to wisconsin! i am SO excited. it's going to be the best weekend of my life. i miss maggie so much and i can't wait to see her again, and hanging out at beloit and in tomahawk with team awesome + maggie is going to be the best experience ever, no doubt.
i'm trying to remember if there was anything that cool that happened during the week that i should write about. i remember there were like 4 times that i wanted to update but i didn't have time cause i was crazy busy with other things. school has been pretty intense and i was getting majorly stressed throughout the week, but it wasn't TOO bad...
on thursday after school chasity and i chilled in mrs smith's room with jack, nate, and anthony for like an hour and a half while anthony finished his layout. it was a party. i start to feel like kind of a loser because i spend so much time hanging out with teachers after school...but it's cool. chatting it up with mr mullins, mrs smith, and mrs dishong never gets old, and it's especially funny to watch them react to people in the group. mrs smith was totally laughing at all of us because we were making fun of each other and stuff and i just think it's cool that she knows us well enough to be able to laugh at how we are with each other. but yeah it was a fun time, really random and kinda awkward at times... mrs smith making references to how anthony and i never paid attention in english sophomore year, listening to taking back sunday, and reminiscing junior homecoming got a little bit weird, but it was still all good. anthony finally finished all his shit so we peaced out and chasity, nate, jack, and i went to the coffee shop and that was fun. by the way, subscribe to the newspaper and support your favorite journalism kids (me, nate, chasity, and anthony...or not, but still, do it!)
thursday i worked from 6-8 which was really sad because it was my last night at mick's for the season! no more free ice cream, pizza sticks, and shredded shicken sandwiches. i'm totally going to miss hanging out at mick's, and it was a cool job even though the pay was crappy. i need a new job and that suckssss, hopefully i can get hired at bear creek cause fookin $9 an hour would rock my socks and i wouldn't be broke as shit nuggets all the time. but yeah, after work i headed to caribou and met up with nate b, caitlyn, ashley, and chasity. we all sat in nate's car and were sketchy until dan and jason and brenda showed up and then it was even more sketchy haha. those 3 peaced out to do whatever, and the rest of us went back at caitlyn's where alex, bethany, kirsten, nathan, and jack all showed up too. the night was a total party! this weekend has been funny as hell. we watched titanic and nate and jack sang the best rendition of "my heart will go on" ever. and it was just a hilarious night, i had a lot of fun.
i went home sorta early cause i had to get up at the buttcrack of dawn to to go butler with my mom and chasity. it was rainy and cold and too fookin early to be awake on a 3 day weekend, and my mom depressed the crap out of me when i woke up because she was telling me about the lady who threw her children off the san francisco bridge the other day...what the fuck? who does that. that was the saddest thing i have heard in so long. it's shit like that that makes me completely for capital punishment, because any bitch that throws her fucking toddlers into a river deserves to die...i don't care what anyone else says. and it's another thing that makes me support abortion too, because as sad as the whole idea is, i still think it would be better to end a child's life before it starts as opposed to a baby being thrown off a bridge. what is wrong with the world?
so yeah. my grandma is also in the hospital because she's really sick. and that's a whole thing...i don't know. i don't talk about it that much but there are a lot of issues going on with my family in regards to that. my mom has to deal with so much shit between trying to take care of her mother and also dealing with her brother who has a mental illness, and it's just a lot of stress on everyone at my house. i feel bad for my mom.
but anyway...on the way to butler, the scariest thing ever happened. it was still early and kinda dark out, and it was hard to see because it was cloudy and it was also raining really hard. and we were driving down 70 on the way to indianapolis, and this jeep grand cherokee in front of us somehow lost control and slid off the road...and i didn't even see exactly what happened, but it ended up with the car going off the road, spinning around, and FLIPPING OVER right in the middle of I70. it was seriously like 20 feet in front of us and it was the scariest fucking thing ever...my mom had to hit the brakes and swerve into the other lane and we are lucky we didn't get into an accident too. but it scared the shit out of me to see that jeep just FLIP right over in the middle of the fucking highway right in front of us...i whipped out my phone and called 911 and they got a squad out there i guess, but we had to keep driving cause you can't exactly pull over on 70...plus there wasn't anything we could do. but it was so scary, i wanted to cry and i couldn't stop shaking for like half an hour after that.
so yeah. the beginning of thursday was extremely depressing and dreary. but once we got to butler everything was really cool. i LOVED it there. i don't have a lot to compare to since miami is the only other school i've actually looked at, but butler seemed almost perfect. it's like exactly what i want in a school, and i could completely see myself there and it was really cool to just find a school that i liked that well. it's a lot of money so i don't know how that's going to work, but i'm glad that i have a school i love to shoot for at least. it was kind of weird though because as i was envisioning myself going to school there, i was thinking about how weird it's going to be when we all actually do go off to college because it still hasn't really clicked with me that we will all be separating and going to different schools in less than a year. and it wasn't even depressing to think about really, it was just really weird because i can't imagine what it will be like. for a while i was to the point where i wanted to leave so bad and i didn't even care if i kept in contact with anyone in granville, but now i'm in a place where i'm still really enjoying the time i have left with people, but at the same time i know i'll be ready to go when next fall rolls around. and i really want to keep in contact with everyone in the group, even though i know that we aren't all going to be "friends for life" and like, get apartments together and have our whole tv-show friends life. i still just hope that i keep in touch with everyone at least for a while to know that you are all settled and happy wherever you end up going.
so yeah. enough of that. when we got back from butler i made up my mind that i was going to stay in for the night because i was tired and needed to work on homework and stuff, but of course i ended up going to tim horton's with bethany and jack anyway. it was fun except that the lady working there was a total bitch and kept getting pissed at bethany for her piercing laugh. it was dumb...like i understand that we're loud and it's annoying, but it was like 8:30 and there was NO ONE else in there...not a single other person, and the lady was like "UM EXCUSE ME if you can't keep it down i'm gonna have to ask you to leave" and we were just like "um okay we're gonna peace out then." but yeah. i came home and did absolutely nothing productive. i talked to joe's ripped ass for like 2 hours and lisa gave me the best stoned serenade ever and that was pretty funny, and then i just went to bed early because i had to get up AGAIN to take the ACTs.
so yeah. me and chasity and caitlyn all went together and had a party getting lost at OSUN because they had no organization whatsoever for the ACTs. the test itself wasn't that bad, it was long and boring as always, but i think i did pretty well on everything except for the science section...uh about that. they should definitely not make it the last section because by the time i got to it i was so fucking tired and i just didn't care at all so i sucked a lot on the answers. i hope i get a good score though cause i definitely need to get me some serious scholarships and stuff so that i don't have to go to a schiesty school. that whole money issue is a real bitch.
so after the test was done chasity and i met bethany at scheisty panda and got food which was awesome. it really hit the spot. we chilled and talked about college and stuff and it was nice. after that i came home and actually worked on my robinson crusoe rewrite! woo. that book sucked and ap english seriously is kicking my ass! the highest grade i've gotten on an essay this year is an 88...mrs simmons what da hell. ugh so yeah...at least i got that one out of the way, i still need to polish up my crime and punishment and bring it up from a flippin 75. not to mention that whole gov paper...BLAH! school is such a pain.
but yeah. this entry is long as shit so let's sum this up fast so i can go read some harry potter and actually SLEEP! after actually working on school stuff i went to the mall with jason and dan and got a present for laura. after that jason and i came to my house and just chilled in my room for a while and i talked to my dad and joe on the phone while jason read HP. we then headed over to laura's house for her party which was flippin sweet! we all went to cap city grille in gahanna and her parents paid for us and it was the shit. i rode with nate which is always an adventure because his car, who is now named boris, is a giant piece, or as monica says, "a dirty old man." i sat with jack, mike, bethany, caitlyn, chasity, and kirsten, and we had a fucking rockin time at our table. we laughed so much and it was AWESOME! the food was great too and it was just such a fun time. i seriously had a headache by the end of the night from laughing so much, and there were some great quotes and conversations. but yeah...we all headed back to laura's house finally, and she opened presents while her mom videotaped which was pretty exciting. then we chilled upstairs for a bit and played with her brand new vibrator and laughed a whole bunch more, and it was awesome. i took jason home and here i am, ready to go to bed and actually SLEEP IN. it will be amazing. then i will do 8,000 pounds of homework and get super stressed again probably for next week, but it's ALL GOOD because i am going to wisconsin in 19 days. fuck yeah.
WHOA. holy shit that's a long entry...my apologies, and major props if you actually read all that. i heart you guys.
i'm trying to remember if there was anything that cool that happened during the week that i should write about. i remember there were like 4 times that i wanted to update but i didn't have time cause i was crazy busy with other things. school has been pretty intense and i was getting majorly stressed throughout the week, but it wasn't TOO bad...
on thursday after school chasity and i chilled in mrs smith's room with jack, nate, and anthony for like an hour and a half while anthony finished his layout. it was a party. i start to feel like kind of a loser because i spend so much time hanging out with teachers after school...but it's cool. chatting it up with mr mullins, mrs smith, and mrs dishong never gets old, and it's especially funny to watch them react to people in the group. mrs smith was totally laughing at all of us because we were making fun of each other and stuff and i just think it's cool that she knows us well enough to be able to laugh at how we are with each other. but yeah it was a fun time, really random and kinda awkward at times... mrs smith making references to how anthony and i never paid attention in english sophomore year, listening to taking back sunday, and reminiscing junior homecoming got a little bit weird, but it was still all good. anthony finally finished all his shit so we peaced out and chasity, nate, jack, and i went to the coffee shop and that was fun. by the way, subscribe to the newspaper and support your favorite journalism kids (me, nate, chasity, and anthony...or not, but still, do it!)
thursday i worked from 6-8 which was really sad because it was my last night at mick's for the season! no more free ice cream, pizza sticks, and shredded shicken sandwiches. i'm totally going to miss hanging out at mick's, and it was a cool job even though the pay was crappy. i need a new job and that suckssss, hopefully i can get hired at bear creek cause fookin $9 an hour would rock my socks and i wouldn't be broke as shit nuggets all the time. but yeah, after work i headed to caribou and met up with nate b, caitlyn, ashley, and chasity. we all sat in nate's car and were sketchy until dan and jason and brenda showed up and then it was even more sketchy haha. those 3 peaced out to do whatever, and the rest of us went back at caitlyn's where alex, bethany, kirsten, nathan, and jack all showed up too. the night was a total party! this weekend has been funny as hell. we watched titanic and nate and jack sang the best rendition of "my heart will go on" ever. and it was just a hilarious night, i had a lot of fun.
i went home sorta early cause i had to get up at the buttcrack of dawn to to go butler with my mom and chasity. it was rainy and cold and too fookin early to be awake on a 3 day weekend, and my mom depressed the crap out of me when i woke up because she was telling me about the lady who threw her children off the san francisco bridge the other day...what the fuck? who does that. that was the saddest thing i have heard in so long. it's shit like that that makes me completely for capital punishment, because any bitch that throws her fucking toddlers into a river deserves to die...i don't care what anyone else says. and it's another thing that makes me support abortion too, because as sad as the whole idea is, i still think it would be better to end a child's life before it starts as opposed to a baby being thrown off a bridge. what is wrong with the world?
so yeah. my grandma is also in the hospital because she's really sick. and that's a whole thing...i don't know. i don't talk about it that much but there are a lot of issues going on with my family in regards to that. my mom has to deal with so much shit between trying to take care of her mother and also dealing with her brother who has a mental illness, and it's just a lot of stress on everyone at my house. i feel bad for my mom.
but anyway...on the way to butler, the scariest thing ever happened. it was still early and kinda dark out, and it was hard to see because it was cloudy and it was also raining really hard. and we were driving down 70 on the way to indianapolis, and this jeep grand cherokee in front of us somehow lost control and slid off the road...and i didn't even see exactly what happened, but it ended up with the car going off the road, spinning around, and FLIPPING OVER right in the middle of I70. it was seriously like 20 feet in front of us and it was the scariest fucking thing ever...my mom had to hit the brakes and swerve into the other lane and we are lucky we didn't get into an accident too. but it scared the shit out of me to see that jeep just FLIP right over in the middle of the fucking highway right in front of us...i whipped out my phone and called 911 and they got a squad out there i guess, but we had to keep driving cause you can't exactly pull over on 70...plus there wasn't anything we could do. but it was so scary, i wanted to cry and i couldn't stop shaking for like half an hour after that.
so yeah. the beginning of thursday was extremely depressing and dreary. but once we got to butler everything was really cool. i LOVED it there. i don't have a lot to compare to since miami is the only other school i've actually looked at, but butler seemed almost perfect. it's like exactly what i want in a school, and i could completely see myself there and it was really cool to just find a school that i liked that well. it's a lot of money so i don't know how that's going to work, but i'm glad that i have a school i love to shoot for at least. it was kind of weird though because as i was envisioning myself going to school there, i was thinking about how weird it's going to be when we all actually do go off to college because it still hasn't really clicked with me that we will all be separating and going to different schools in less than a year. and it wasn't even depressing to think about really, it was just really weird because i can't imagine what it will be like. for a while i was to the point where i wanted to leave so bad and i didn't even care if i kept in contact with anyone in granville, but now i'm in a place where i'm still really enjoying the time i have left with people, but at the same time i know i'll be ready to go when next fall rolls around. and i really want to keep in contact with everyone in the group, even though i know that we aren't all going to be "friends for life" and like, get apartments together and have our whole tv-show friends life. i still just hope that i keep in touch with everyone at least for a while to know that you are all settled and happy wherever you end up going.
so yeah. enough of that. when we got back from butler i made up my mind that i was going to stay in for the night because i was tired and needed to work on homework and stuff, but of course i ended up going to tim horton's with bethany and jack anyway. it was fun except that the lady working there was a total bitch and kept getting pissed at bethany for her piercing laugh. it was dumb...like i understand that we're loud and it's annoying, but it was like 8:30 and there was NO ONE else in there...not a single other person, and the lady was like "UM EXCUSE ME if you can't keep it down i'm gonna have to ask you to leave" and we were just like "um okay we're gonna peace out then." but yeah. i came home and did absolutely nothing productive. i talked to joe's ripped ass for like 2 hours and lisa gave me the best stoned serenade ever and that was pretty funny, and then i just went to bed early because i had to get up AGAIN to take the ACTs.
so yeah. me and chasity and caitlyn all went together and had a party getting lost at OSUN because they had no organization whatsoever for the ACTs. the test itself wasn't that bad, it was long and boring as always, but i think i did pretty well on everything except for the science section...uh about that. they should definitely not make it the last section because by the time i got to it i was so fucking tired and i just didn't care at all so i sucked a lot on the answers. i hope i get a good score though cause i definitely need to get me some serious scholarships and stuff so that i don't have to go to a schiesty school. that whole money issue is a real bitch.
so after the test was done chasity and i met bethany at scheisty panda and got food which was awesome. it really hit the spot. we chilled and talked about college and stuff and it was nice. after that i came home and actually worked on my robinson crusoe rewrite! woo. that book sucked and ap english seriously is kicking my ass! the highest grade i've gotten on an essay this year is an 88...mrs simmons what da hell. ugh so yeah...at least i got that one out of the way, i still need to polish up my crime and punishment and bring it up from a flippin 75. not to mention that whole gov paper...BLAH! school is such a pain.
but yeah. this entry is long as shit so let's sum this up fast so i can go read some harry potter and actually SLEEP! after actually working on school stuff i went to the mall with jason and dan and got a present for laura. after that jason and i came to my house and just chilled in my room for a while and i talked to my dad and joe on the phone while jason read HP. we then headed over to laura's house for her party which was flippin sweet! we all went to cap city grille in gahanna and her parents paid for us and it was the shit. i rode with nate which is always an adventure because his car, who is now named boris, is a giant piece, or as monica says, "a dirty old man." i sat with jack, mike, bethany, caitlyn, chasity, and kirsten, and we had a fucking rockin time at our table. we laughed so much and it was AWESOME! the food was great too and it was just such a fun time. i seriously had a headache by the end of the night from laughing so much, and there were some great quotes and conversations. but yeah...we all headed back to laura's house finally, and she opened presents while her mom videotaped which was pretty exciting. then we chilled upstairs for a bit and played with her brand new vibrator and laughed a whole bunch more, and it was awesome. i took jason home and here i am, ready to go to bed and actually SLEEP IN. it will be amazing. then i will do 8,000 pounds of homework and get super stressed again probably for next week, but it's ALL GOOD because i am going to wisconsin in 19 days. fuck yeah.
WHOA. holy shit that's a long entry...my apologies, and major props if you actually read all that. i heart you guys.