Her
I have really gotta stop falling for people I have no chance with.
Especially straight girls.
Especially THIS straight girl.
A part of me thinks I'm only feeling like this because, well, it's HER. She's always been nice to me, she's bloody gorgeous in every sense of the word and she's so flirty it's driving me mad.
I know it's a crush. It's like every other one I've ever had. It'll pass in time and I'll look back and wonder how I could've got in so deep.
Yet at the moment I just keep thinking about her and wishing like crazy she was into me that way.
But I like what we have now. I like how she still cares for me and tells me I look nice. I like how I can make her laugh. I like it when she makes flirty jokes. I like it when she loves me this way- becuase it's close enough.
xxx
Especially straight girls.
Especially THIS straight girl.
A part of me thinks I'm only feeling like this because, well, it's HER. She's always been nice to me, she's bloody gorgeous in every sense of the word and she's so flirty it's driving me mad.
I know it's a crush. It's like every other one I've ever had. It'll pass in time and I'll look back and wonder how I could've got in so deep.
Yet at the moment I just keep thinking about her and wishing like crazy she was into me that way.
But I like what we have now. I like how she still cares for me and tells me I look nice. I like how I can make her laugh. I like it when she makes flirty jokes. I like it when she loves me this way- becuase it's close enough.
xxx