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I haven't been sleeping right at all lately. I can't sleep through the whole night for some strange reason... and I must say, I don't like it at all. I want to be able to sleep... Now I'm going to get really tired and grumpy at school and and I have band practice and extended flag work today so I won't be home till around 6. ah. Well, other news that has been going on is that my stepdad is sick or something. He has to get a colonosopy today. I'm afraid... Very much so. My brother Ross is on a delayed entry for the Navy. My brother Jared, well, who know what is going on with him. My brother Brian, the one with down syndrome, has teh brain tumor and still isn't getting better. My brother John is just fucked up in more than one way... and my brother Robbie doesn't have many friends. Yeah, and my mom is in the mix up with it including all our outer family and my grandparents being sick. I'm worried about everyone else but me even if I should be worrying about me. I'm happy actually, with my life right now... Bryce and I are back together. I love it. He's so amazing. band is going marvelous and my school grades are awesome. The only thing that's not going on is my family life, eve if my best friend is getting gastric bypast and I have to slap her whenever she picks up a cookie.
wow, I didn't realize how much was going on till I wrote this.
wow, I didn't realize how much was going on till I wrote this.