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been a long time since i've written anything on here...just don't really get the same thing out of it anymore i suppose.
all of those hopeful things i'd been thinking about and wishing for have pretty much come true. out of no where i met a girl at the carnival 2months ago and now she's the person that i spend the most time with. its so crazy how things like that happen. i didn't even go to the carnival looking to meet anyone, nor did i even try. it was so weird...a couple of days after i went onto myspace (don't even know why) and there was some random friend request. apparently i had met this person at the carnival, but i still don't think i did. i think she's lying and doesn't want to admit that she just stumbled upon my myspace some how. but whatever it doesn't really matter does it.
summer was good, exactly what it needed to be. school is back in, and it feels so great to be the top of the school. to be a senior and have the end so near. but at the same time the end being so near is just no good. do i really want to have to move on... to go and actually start having to do something with my life. kids around me talk about the schools they want to go to and they know exactly what they are wanting to study at school and what they want to mayjor in. and they have reasons for wanting to go to a certain school beside location. and then theres me..i have no clue what school i want to go to. no clue what i'd even want to study at a school or even what to aspire to be.
but then do i really want to be something...why can't i just have friends and make enough to get by and do what i want. why do i need to go and spend tons of money on more school to be able to do that.
who knows
maura is so different from heather and its amazing!
all of those hopeful things i'd been thinking about and wishing for have pretty much come true. out of no where i met a girl at the carnival 2months ago and now she's the person that i spend the most time with. its so crazy how things like that happen. i didn't even go to the carnival looking to meet anyone, nor did i even try. it was so weird...a couple of days after i went onto myspace (don't even know why) and there was some random friend request. apparently i had met this person at the carnival, but i still don't think i did. i think she's lying and doesn't want to admit that she just stumbled upon my myspace some how. but whatever it doesn't really matter does it.
summer was good, exactly what it needed to be. school is back in, and it feels so great to be the top of the school. to be a senior and have the end so near. but at the same time the end being so near is just no good. do i really want to have to move on... to go and actually start having to do something with my life. kids around me talk about the schools they want to go to and they know exactly what they are wanting to study at school and what they want to mayjor in. and they have reasons for wanting to go to a certain school beside location. and then theres me..i have no clue what school i want to go to. no clue what i'd even want to study at a school or even what to aspire to be.
but then do i really want to be something...why can't i just have friends and make enough to get by and do what i want. why do i need to go and spend tons of money on more school to be able to do that.
who knows
maura is so different from heather and its amazing!