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prom was fun. not exactly what was planned and hoped for, but still fun. only a little bit of dissapointment on my side. i felt like there was more on the other side of things, but i couldn't help it, wasn't my choice to have to go home.
i really wish i knew what heather and i were. most of the time is doesn't matter, but then there are times when i just wish i knew for sure that she wasn't going to be kissing other boys and that sorta thing. thats the only thing i'd really want the title for....other than that, having a name for our relationship would probably just bring trouble, because things would be expected. mostly from my end probably, cause i think to much sometiems. not much to worry about me being with anyone else, since i don't really have any friends :-/ so.
i need more things to do. i sit arond so much and just think to much into things. and i feel like i rely on certain people to much. i was once called clingy, and thats how i feel right now...clingy
i really wish i knew what heather and i were. most of the time is doesn't matter, but then there are times when i just wish i knew for sure that she wasn't going to be kissing other boys and that sorta thing. thats the only thing i'd really want the title for....other than that, having a name for our relationship would probably just bring trouble, because things would be expected. mostly from my end probably, cause i think to much sometiems. not much to worry about me being with anyone else, since i don't really have any friends :-/ so.
i need more things to do. i sit arond so much and just think to much into things. and i feel like i rely on certain people to much. i was once called clingy, and thats how i feel right now...clingy