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i'm always feeling as if i miss people more than other people do. maybe not, maybe everyone else is just like me and misses people just as much but doesn't know how to say it. all i know is that i've run up and down the steps like every 5-10mins for the past hour to check the computer and phone to see if i've gotten anything.
yesterday was alright i guess....didn't really do much all day, well i finished painting. hopefully i will get paid for that when bobby gets back home in the coming weeks. then last night i hung out with hunter, since heather made plans with her girl friends. which made me a little mad, but then i guess she couldn't hang out with them either for the same reasons she couldn't hang out with me while she was grounded, so i understand. well not really since i don't really hang out with any one other than her. which i know isn't a good thing....because its just setting it up to be bad when it ends. but whatever....i don't care. i don't seem to have as much fun with other people. i don't seem to have as much fun when i hang out with groups of guys in general. i just like one on one with a girl better. there doesn't even have to be anything sexual about it.
planet earth is on tonight...
wednesday is the last day of school before my spring break. i get 11 days off....11 days to sit around knowing that i should be looking for a job. 11 days to run up and down the stairs restlessly looking at my phone and computer. atleast we signed up for netflix, so i'll have basically endless movies.
yesterday was alright i guess....didn't really do much all day, well i finished painting. hopefully i will get paid for that when bobby gets back home in the coming weeks. then last night i hung out with hunter, since heather made plans with her girl friends. which made me a little mad, but then i guess she couldn't hang out with them either for the same reasons she couldn't hang out with me while she was grounded, so i understand. well not really since i don't really hang out with any one other than her. which i know isn't a good thing....because its just setting it up to be bad when it ends. but whatever....i don't care. i don't seem to have as much fun with other people. i don't seem to have as much fun when i hang out with groups of guys in general. i just like one on one with a girl better. there doesn't even have to be anything sexual about it.
planet earth is on tonight...
wednesday is the last day of school before my spring break. i get 11 days off....11 days to sit around knowing that i should be looking for a job. 11 days to run up and down the stairs restlessly looking at my phone and computer. atleast we signed up for netflix, so i'll have basically endless movies.