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Jan 20, 2008 22:36

i am a fat fucking slob. i am disgusting. all the fucking shit that happened to me is my fault. i fucking hate myself. i want to end it all so bad.. one of my parts came out and scared my roomate and now i feel like shit. ive been switching all damn day because i (mollie) have been having unsafe stuff going on and it's been a free for all with ( Read more... )

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dearmaxx January 21 2008, 08:51:51 UTC
please dont cut...

i care..

i know you do not know me and i dont know you but i still dont think you should cause physical harm to yourself.. embarassing things happen.. hell shit happens but tomarrow is a new day with new opportunity and new expectations.. and just becouse you think that things right now are going really bad doesnt mean its going to stay that way forever.. and if somthing happened with your room mate it doesnt mean they wont get over it and if theydont then maybe they are just hard to please, dont beat your self up over it.. theres a movie i just watched recently called "what the bleep do we know" and one of the messages in a really short summed up way was that if you tell yourself your ugly constantly than you will be ugly(for the fact that you will see yourself that way) and nobody on this earth is ugly we are all unique.. and thats what makes us all beautiful.. if every one of us looked perfect on this earth, like hitler wanted, we would be the most boring species in the solar system. i am not attracted to what society brands "beautiful and sexxy" im attracted to some one who doesnt want to look like every girl in "teen magazine".

be content with who you are becouse your beautiful and if anyone person in your life doesnt think so then they are full of shit, and you need to get rid of them. and theres somebody for everybody, so dont think your alone in this forever.. your time will come..

-Maxx

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