Jan 15, 2006 02:23
ughhh I hate not being able to plan for the future, so I've planned for both of the things that can happen to me.
A. I go to jail, get my g.e.d. and start college for becoming a defense attorney
B. by some grace of god the charges get dropped, I'm planning on a much needed vacation to california. Possibly to stay, I'd plan on coming back for holiday visits and what not.
other than that, I had my tarrot cards read today a lot of interesting things came up in it. (ironically enough the hanged man didn't come up as a card.) however the strength card came up next to the fate card which meant I had to be strong and face my fate whichever way it turned out. it also had the card for new begginings and financial freedom. Whether it was right or not, I hate to say it... But when you're this hopeless you grab onto what ever you can.
~I've also been hearing of people bothering the victim, I'd like to ask that you cease that. She too is going through enough of her own stuff I'm sure. whether she drops the charges or not is her own perogative, if I do go or don't I don't wish for anyone to cause her any distress or any of her immediate family members, Revenge is just plain pointless and I won't have any of it done in my name.~
Signed
The Lost Cause,
Arthur Bowen Davies the 3rd.
This is going to be my last journal entry in this journal.