Jul 13, 2005 20:13
ok..well...my dad doesnt trust me....i dont know the extent of this distrust...but i know its there. my mom told me. he thinks i spend hours on the phone at night, and i dont, i spend hours sleeping at night. He yelled at me yesterday and i dont know why, i went to explorers, got back late and he freaked out, he got mad when i was waiting for mom to get home to eat. and he got mad when i was on the phone with nick. Needless to say, i was pissed and confused. hopefully thats understandable. i went to bed instead of eating. worried myself to sleep and was woke up by mom an hour later to "go for a walk" we had a talk about stuff, and it officially made me feel stupid, or at least that my mom thinks that i dont think things through....about choices that i have and havent made...yet. also needless to say...things between my father and i are...stretched a little thin cus im still pissed ...mostly cus he doesnt trust me. and well...he still doesnt trust me. and i dont know why.
today---went to the orthodontist instead of the weight room..yay...anyways i get my braces off in 3 weeks. went shopping....got lots of books...yay! and went to lunch with the family...still pissed at dad...hes trying to be extra nice...good luck to him. came home and began reading a book...and made nachos a decent day...saw khristyne and auntie berta...that was nice. decided im gonna redecorate my room...if you have a good idea let me know...cus im clueless...light colors tho...cus my room is too dark. the end ttyl...