Yea I know its late but oh well.
My year In Review….
January 2005::
I was done with fast food. I can’t take shit anymore. This started my long months of unemployment. Not Fun. Moved in with my sister.
Found out that my brother would need to have his transplanted kidney removed because it was doing more harm then good.
Was scared that we were going to lose him.
February 2005::
Still had no job. I felt that my mom was on my back about it, but now that I look back, she really wasn’t.
I felt totally out of control of every aspect of my life. Started getting upset at my relationship with Amy. It was the beginning of the end. Found out that I was questioning everything that she told me. Should have been a sign.
My brother told my mom that if it came down to it, that he would want the plug pulled. Upset me so very much.
March 2005::
Still felt very outta control.
Realized that I missed a lot of people so very much.
Had like 4 different interviews… of course nothing.
My dog was given away with out me getting to bye to her. While I was at an interview. I loved her so much.
My 20th birthday was spent in the E.R @ S.J.R.M.C with my brother. But was celebrated the next day. I had a sponge bob birthday cake.
April 2005::
My brother had 2 grand mall seizures in our bathroom. Then 2 more at the hospital. It scared me shitless.
Nothing real exciting happened in this month… surprising huh.
May 2005::
Saw friends I had not seen in quite awhile.
I went and saw Good Charrlotte and Simple Plan in concert in Ft. Wayne. Amy got mad because she didn’t get invited… I told her to get over it. Like you can say what-ever you want about them but I love them. It was beyond words.
Amy started thinking about going to school in Ft. Lauderdale. I thought this was a bad idea. So much bad shit happened to her down there its not even funny. This made a base of many fights. She later blamed not going on me. Gee Thanks.
June 2005::
Didn’t attend my friends graduation ceremony. Why Because I went to PRIDE. Yea it was nice… minus the fact that Amy started a fight with me over nothing, oh wait yea because my family means a lot to me.
While at PRIDE, I saw so many people I hadn’t seen in what seemed like forever, Ben, Brian, Adam, Rich. I also met Rick… Derek’s new man.
My mom had her gallbladder removed. It was kinda a scary thing for me. I was left in the waiting room all by myself. I was really worried. But she turned out very good.
July 2005::
Found out that I actually still need one credit to graduate high school. Thanks ms. Byrd.. Fuck High School Counselors.
Amy and I started drifting apart. I could tell.
August 2005::
Amy told me that she needed space… this was the very end of it. I handed her shit back to her and said here have some space. Later that same night she called and said that it was huge mistake.
About 2 weeks later she tells me that she kissed someone else at work. 3 days after it happens. Yea nice.
So it was over. Right then and there. I wanted nothing more to do with her. This was probably the worst month of all.
September 2005::
I started my job at Michaels Arts and Crafts. It was such a wonderful thing to have happen. I have never loved a job as much as this one.
Thought I had lost a friend. I didn’t.
Brent and I got to go down to Ball State for the Drag Show. It made me so happy to see everyone. I saw Adam and he said “Hey are you still with that whore?” Thank you Adam. I love you.
Then I met Tyler, Brian’s boyfriend. I saved them. Twice. And I slept with Ben, and we had Brent believing that we had sex. Sorry Brent, It was funny.
October 2005::
More Amy drama. She told me to listen to Hoobastanks The Reason, because that’s exactly how she feels. Bullshit. If that’s how she felt in the first place then shit like this wouldn’t have happened. Whatever.
My dad had a heart attack. Not a fun thing to experience while he is over in Oregon and I am here in Indiana. Everything is ok though. He just has to eat better and stop smoking.
For the first time in the year 2005 felt happy. It was quite a shock to me. It felt so nice.
November 2005::
Started it off by talking to someone who is so very important to me right now.
On the 15th I received my permit. It was an awesome feeling. I could legally drive. It was awesome.
I worked Black Friday. It was awful. I loved just going home.
December 2005::
Got told that I had one of the cutest and sweetest voices that an older lady had ever heard. Started hanging out with Amanda and Sasha. Which is awesome. Had the yearly Christmas get together with my dads side of the family. Yea… it went as I expected. Talked with my great grandma for quite a while.
Was invited down to Muncie for Brian and Bens place for N.Y.E. Wasn’t sure if I was gonna be able to go.
Got my lip pierced. Yea I had an allergic reaction to something and my whole lip swelled up. Man it was awesome having it.
Got really drunk in Muncie. Umm had Ben and Tyler humping me. Other things also happened. Check out the N.Y.E post.
So folks that was a year in the life of Bean. Pretty exciting huh?
So hopefully this year is less drama filled and all that such.
<3 Bean
January 2005::
I was done with fast food. I can’t take shit anymore. This started my long months of unemployment. Not Fun. Moved in with my sister.
Found out that my brother would need to have his transplanted kidney removed because it was doing more harm then good.
Was scared that we were going to lose him.
February 2005::
Still had no job. I felt that my mom was on my back about it, but now that I look back, she really wasn’t.
I felt totally out of control of every aspect of my life. Started getting upset at my relationship with Amy. It was the beginning of the end. Found out that I was questioning everything that she told me. Should have been a sign.
My brother told my mom that if it came down to it, that he would want the plug pulled. Upset me so very much.
March 2005::
Still felt very outta control.
Realized that I missed a lot of people so very much.
Had like 4 different interviews… of course nothing.
My dog was given away with out me getting to bye to her. While I was at an interview. I loved her so much.
My 20th birthday was spent in the E.R @ S.J.R.M.C with my brother. But was celebrated the next day. I had a sponge bob birthday cake.
April 2005::
My brother had 2 grand mall seizures in our bathroom. Then 2 more at the hospital. It scared me shitless.
Nothing real exciting happened in this month… surprising huh.
May 2005::
Saw friends I had not seen in quite awhile.
I went and saw Good Charrlotte and Simple Plan in concert in Ft. Wayne. Amy got mad because she didn’t get invited… I told her to get over it. Like you can say what-ever you want about them but I love them. It was beyond words.
Amy started thinking about going to school in Ft. Lauderdale. I thought this was a bad idea. So much bad shit happened to her down there its not even funny. This made a base of many fights. She later blamed not going on me. Gee Thanks.
June 2005::
Didn’t attend my friends graduation ceremony. Why Because I went to PRIDE. Yea it was nice… minus the fact that Amy started a fight with me over nothing, oh wait yea because my family means a lot to me.
While at PRIDE, I saw so many people I hadn’t seen in what seemed like forever, Ben, Brian, Adam, Rich. I also met Rick… Derek’s new man.
My mom had her gallbladder removed. It was kinda a scary thing for me. I was left in the waiting room all by myself. I was really worried. But she turned out very good.
July 2005::
Found out that I actually still need one credit to graduate high school. Thanks ms. Byrd.. Fuck High School Counselors.
Amy and I started drifting apart. I could tell.
August 2005::
Amy told me that she needed space… this was the very end of it. I handed her shit back to her and said here have some space. Later that same night she called and said that it was huge mistake.
About 2 weeks later she tells me that she kissed someone else at work. 3 days after it happens. Yea nice.
So it was over. Right then and there. I wanted nothing more to do with her. This was probably the worst month of all.
September 2005::
I started my job at Michaels Arts and Crafts. It was such a wonderful thing to have happen. I have never loved a job as much as this one.
Thought I had lost a friend. I didn’t.
Brent and I got to go down to Ball State for the Drag Show. It made me so happy to see everyone. I saw Adam and he said “Hey are you still with that whore?” Thank you Adam. I love you.
Then I met Tyler, Brian’s boyfriend. I saved them. Twice. And I slept with Ben, and we had Brent believing that we had sex. Sorry Brent, It was funny.
October 2005::
More Amy drama. She told me to listen to Hoobastanks The Reason, because that’s exactly how she feels. Bullshit. If that’s how she felt in the first place then shit like this wouldn’t have happened. Whatever.
My dad had a heart attack. Not a fun thing to experience while he is over in Oregon and I am here in Indiana. Everything is ok though. He just has to eat better and stop smoking.
For the first time in the year 2005 felt happy. It was quite a shock to me. It felt so nice.
November 2005::
Started it off by talking to someone who is so very important to me right now.
On the 15th I received my permit. It was an awesome feeling. I could legally drive. It was awesome.
I worked Black Friday. It was awful. I loved just going home.
December 2005::
Got told that I had one of the cutest and sweetest voices that an older lady had ever heard. Started hanging out with Amanda and Sasha. Which is awesome. Had the yearly Christmas get together with my dads side of the family. Yea… it went as I expected. Talked with my great grandma for quite a while.
Was invited down to Muncie for Brian and Bens place for N.Y.E. Wasn’t sure if I was gonna be able to go.
Got my lip pierced. Yea I had an allergic reaction to something and my whole lip swelled up. Man it was awesome having it.
Got really drunk in Muncie. Umm had Ben and Tyler humping me. Other things also happened. Check out the N.Y.E post.
So folks that was a year in the life of Bean. Pretty exciting huh?
So hopefully this year is less drama filled and all that such.
<3 Bean