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[loser_lexi]

my words are useless
i cant make you see
how my heart is breaking
because you hate me

you were the one who always pulled me back
but now you pushg to the point of breaking
i wasnt as innocent as i made myself to be
but you werent as pure as acted either

so sick of these games
where i cant see the point
nor the end
playing the victim

to keep safe from their eyes
that judge and destroy
this safe cocoon ive made
of razorblades and sharp things

you wanted the good kid
but all you've gotten
is the one who is broken from years of misuse
so now ur expressions are sympathy

but what do you expect my smiles
not to be plastered and my life not to
be dismantled by actions
that are faded
yet so fresh in my mind