unknown reasons
so i figured out my problem and dealt withit. So now my parents are finally getting divorced. Ever since I figured that out i've been kinda bummed and i dont know why. I knew it was coming. besides theyve been seperated for over a year. plus ive been very depressed with no reason lately i mean i even want to cut again and i was doing really well before. i really dont get it.
I fell so numb at times and i don't know how to get out of this feeling. its like being helpless and defenceless against the worst thing s u can think of.
clinical depression sucks so much. damn mental diseases piss me off. I just want to hurt something. but knowing me that some thing will be my own body.
my grandmother died almost a year ago today. everytime i think about it i think of her laying there dying and it just pisses me off cuz that woman was a very nice lady and she had to suffer so much just to die. Yet people wonder why I question god. \
well u know what FUCK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I fell so numb at times and i don't know how to get out of this feeling. its like being helpless and defenceless against the worst thing s u can think of.
clinical depression sucks so much. damn mental diseases piss me off. I just want to hurt something. but knowing me that some thing will be my own body.
my grandmother died almost a year ago today. everytime i think about it i think of her laying there dying and it just pisses me off cuz that woman was a very nice lady and she had to suffer so much just to die. Yet people wonder why I question god. \
well u know what FUCK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!