face down in the dirt, she said this doesnt hurt, she said i've finally had enough

[loser_chev]

so work is poo poo. the only advantage i see to it is keeping my mind off issues at hand. josh is back in town for a week, and still going strong to get me back. im smarter than i was, and i know not to go back to that. i dont understand why he tries so hard to win me back. the whole "i've changed" speach doesnt work anymore. im sick and tired of him and his stupid games. but i think just maybe he's begining to realize that nothing he says is going to change things. atleast i hope so.

so again, i end my bickering.

i cant stop listening to two bands. 30 seconds to mars and the red jumpsuit apparatus.
amazing.

peace loves.