wasting my time
in the last couple of weeks i've lost a lot. most importantly, friends. it seems as if no one has time for me, which i guess is their choice, but i dont think it's fair to me. it kind of pisses me off that my best friend chooses to hang out with my step sister instead of me. i just dont understand anymore, maybe i'm being stupid, but maybe not. like i've told others "she steals my music, and then my friends" and it's all happening so fast, this year, two days into it, already sucks. other so callled "friends" of mine make no attempt to even talk to me anymore. i guess life shits on me over and over. sorry if you read this, im sure you dont even give a shit either.