Jan 22, 2005 12:14
i miss my sarah so fucking much ! i had to go on a trip yesterday and i had to 'sleep' at the fucking liberty science center with my class the fifth grade and martin=\ he like slept right next to me. i told him if he raped me in the middle of the night i would shoot him <3
i learned alot about all the people in my class and who they would date/make out with it was interesting how prude and immature they were. i had to give brendan the sex talk.that was an experience. martin had to make out with a wall because no one volunteered. then we were sitting on these chairs where we were supposed to be sleeping and it was me,allie,coral,martin,brendan,and kari. so we had to say 1 nice thing about each person and i now know what people in my class think of me.
martin-likes me because im 'hot'?
brendan-likes me because im nice
allie-likes me because i like nirvana(and other reasons)
coral-doesnt like anyone so fuck her. <3
besides all that it was boring as hell. i got two hours of sleep and i fell asleep during that imax movie thingey.
i miss sarah.
my tummy box feels broken and i dont know where any one is now...i feel so lonely,but thats okay. my rib hurts like a bitch. i bruised it because i fell off this model ambulence thing. yeah it hurts to laugh and breathe and eat and drink carbonated things so im like screwed.
almost the whole middle school knows about me and ryan i guess. julia told like the whole 8th grade, and wrote it all over ryans hands so yea, and james knew before most people..not including sarah and julia (if you read my other entry thingeys you'de know why he knew)jackie is jealous so of course it thes only thing she can talk about and everytime i walk by her its "your so lucky." why everyone asks? "delana and ryan are together." its like this big fucking thing. and i told kari so she'll tell all the 5th grade and my class knows because allie asked everyone if they knew. and i know ! so i win a prize=D
im not even gunna say i miss sarah again because you already know i do.
i miss sarah.
(stolen from cuppycake,but reversed)