i WiSH ...S0METHiNG TERRiBLY H0RRiBLE WiLL HAPPEN T0 ME
sarah isnt here.
im heartbroken and torn. not by a guy like most people when there hearts are cut out and shoved down the sinks disposeable thingey. mine is due to our infamous jackie who was once my best friend in the world and i still want her to be but right now she's not there for me and i do care and i dont wanna just forget about her i want eveything to stop.
i love sarah just as much as i love jackie. there both really the most amazingly awesome friends that anyone could ever have. i am so lucky..i dont know wut i would do without them in my life today. i wouldnt function in the world like i do when they are around me. sarah makes my whole day go better,as did jackie but lately jackie ruins my way of thinking,my actions,my emotions, and eveything else mixed between that.
(HERES WHAT JACKiE HAD SAiD TO ME WHEN MY AWAY MESSAGE READ: i miss sarah :[ )
ILuVcHeMirOmaNcE: u no what dee no matter how many times i tell u u just dont care. And the reall thing is that bothers me is that if u have a friend on ur profile or ur away message or anything its always about sarah forget about ur old friend remember me or am i just a piece of paper u through in the garbage can when u found a new piece u no u can have two pieces of paper and u can have 2 best friends but no sarah is all the friend u need now u hate me im forgotin : '(
ILuVcHeMirOmaNcE: U NO i was just tearing becuz ur always talkin about sarah and ur always hangin on to her and when i saw that away message to top off this horriable day thats what i see when i im u I MISS SARAH i started tearing im not saying put me on there im saying u have other friends then sarah talk about them for once]
FUCK THE WORLD. SHE MAKES ME WANT TO FUCKiNG JUMP OFF A BRiDGE,GET HiT BY A BUS,KiLL MYSELF...BUT i DONT WANT TO DiE. i LiKE THE WAY MY LiFE GOES MOST OF THE TiME,AND i'VE NEVER REALLY SERiOUSLY WANTED TO KiLL MYSELF BUT THATS HOW i FEEL AT THiS SECOND.
BUT i WONT. WHY ? BECAUSE i HAVE A FRiEND, HER NAME iS SARAH..SHE TOLD ME NOT TO. iF MY OTHER 'FRiEND' JACKiE TOLD ME NOT TO i'DE TRY iT BELiEVE ME.
MY iPOD JUST DiED. WHAT A GREAT FUCKiNG TiME FOR HUEY TO THAT.
i GiVE UP PRETENDiNG.
im heartbroken and torn. not by a guy like most people when there hearts are cut out and shoved down the sinks disposeable thingey. mine is due to our infamous jackie who was once my best friend in the world and i still want her to be but right now she's not there for me and i do care and i dont wanna just forget about her i want eveything to stop.
i love sarah just as much as i love jackie. there both really the most amazingly awesome friends that anyone could ever have. i am so lucky..i dont know wut i would do without them in my life today. i wouldnt function in the world like i do when they are around me. sarah makes my whole day go better,as did jackie but lately jackie ruins my way of thinking,my actions,my emotions, and eveything else mixed between that.
(HERES WHAT JACKiE HAD SAiD TO ME WHEN MY AWAY MESSAGE READ: i miss sarah :[ )
ILuVcHeMirOmaNcE: u no what dee no matter how many times i tell u u just dont care. And the reall thing is that bothers me is that if u have a friend on ur profile or ur away message or anything its always about sarah forget about ur old friend remember me or am i just a piece of paper u through in the garbage can when u found a new piece u no u can have two pieces of paper and u can have 2 best friends but no sarah is all the friend u need now u hate me im forgotin : '(
ILuVcHeMirOmaNcE: U NO i was just tearing becuz ur always talkin about sarah and ur always hangin on to her and when i saw that away message to top off this horriable day thats what i see when i im u I MISS SARAH i started tearing im not saying put me on there im saying u have other friends then sarah talk about them for once]
FUCK THE WORLD. SHE MAKES ME WANT TO FUCKiNG JUMP OFF A BRiDGE,GET HiT BY A BUS,KiLL MYSELF...BUT i DONT WANT TO DiE. i LiKE THE WAY MY LiFE GOES MOST OF THE TiME,AND i'VE NEVER REALLY SERiOUSLY WANTED TO KiLL MYSELF BUT THATS HOW i FEEL AT THiS SECOND.
BUT i WONT. WHY ? BECAUSE i HAVE A FRiEND, HER NAME iS SARAH..SHE TOLD ME NOT TO. iF MY OTHER 'FRiEND' JACKiE TOLD ME NOT TO i'DE TRY iT BELiEVE ME.
MY iPOD JUST DiED. WHAT A GREAT FUCKiNG TiME FOR HUEY TO THAT.
i GiVE UP PRETENDiNG.