Just g0 Ahead a Slit My Troat.. it would be less painful.
This whole, me n0t getting into NEw Players really had me at a complex.
i didn't think i would care so much, but i hear peopel taking about it everyday, and worse, i have acting class with the fucking director daily.
*sigh*
plus, everytume, i walk into the little theater i get this anger inside me. i don't know if it's b/c of my money, or just b/c i didn't get a part.
fuck.
even the damn exchange student got a fucking part in the first play.
the rest of the cast lists go up prob the ned of the day 2morrow.
u know, i never acually looked at the casting for this first play, b.c i was to mad about not recieveing a call back. =/
and kids in my acting class bring it up. i try to ignore them,a dn secretly get amd at them. how pathetic am i?
i can be just do dman spiteful at times.
=/
but yeah. it sucks when u think ur gonna get something, and then u don't.
i tryed not to get myself excited about this shit, but i did, and now i am hurt again.
i usually tend to be good with keeping it calm, but idk. i just really fuckign wanted to be in this theater program.
Can u beleve it.. that some girl acually came up to me, and said " u knwo u were good right, but u'r not one of us"
wow.
now, all that shit i heard about it being a clut.. i'm startign to beleive!
even with that being said, i'm still bummed out.
anways.
isreal started skool 2day. i had to show him around and shit.
gaay..
but yea.
anyways.
titantic made me cry last night.
damn it's been so long since i've seen that movie
LoL, random, but wtvr.
i'm d0ne f0r n0w!
~~~~~
i didn't think i would care so much, but i hear peopel taking about it everyday, and worse, i have acting class with the fucking director daily.
*sigh*
plus, everytume, i walk into the little theater i get this anger inside me. i don't know if it's b/c of my money, or just b/c i didn't get a part.
fuck.
even the damn exchange student got a fucking part in the first play.
the rest of the cast lists go up prob the ned of the day 2morrow.
u know, i never acually looked at the casting for this first play, b.c i was to mad about not recieveing a call back. =/
and kids in my acting class bring it up. i try to ignore them,a dn secretly get amd at them. how pathetic am i?
i can be just do dman spiteful at times.
=/
but yeah. it sucks when u think ur gonna get something, and then u don't.
i tryed not to get myself excited about this shit, but i did, and now i am hurt again.
i usually tend to be good with keeping it calm, but idk. i just really fuckign wanted to be in this theater program.
Can u beleve it.. that some girl acually came up to me, and said " u knwo u were good right, but u'r not one of us"
wow.
now, all that shit i heard about it being a clut.. i'm startign to beleive!
even with that being said, i'm still bummed out.
anways.
isreal started skool 2day. i had to show him around and shit.
gaay..
but yea.
anyways.
titantic made me cry last night.
damn it's been so long since i've seen that movie
LoL, random, but wtvr.
i'm d0ne f0r n0w!
~~~~~