im not okay
so i killed it all with alonso.. i dont think i will be able to go to the block or hang out in the circle or anything without missing him.. i dont know what to feel.. im osrry i hurt him and im sorry im so self destructive.. my mom said that if im that wound up in someone after knowing them for a week then, well, yea.. mabie its a good thing.. its cool that shes being cool, i love her as bitchy as she is. but none the less, it makes me sad. and im meeting with the district dude to talk abot school soon.. my dicking around is over..
cori is calling me back soon, and we are gunna chill. i love him.
scott is the GREATEST. always there for me. i love him so much, and cant wait to see him. its nice to know that the love is mutual.
as much as i may have fucked up last night, it was a good.. great night. i have to recagnize that, and that me ans alonso's thing wasnt healthy. i just have problems. whatever. i have to look at the good stuff now..
i have a super fun new group of freinds.. walter, pat, a dude whos name i cant sound out, dusten, and courtny..theres lots others, im jsut counting who was in the car.. and there is stephanie. i wish i went to canyon.. oh wait, now thats gone. nah, but there way nifty. so earlier in the week steph told me that some guy knows me from my past, and that he wants to see me, and whatnot. so he was at the hooka bar yesterday.. thats where i was.. andi so should have known.. cause it was in fullerton.. alex davis. so this will mean nothing to most of u but it was so cool to see him. hes the hmie!! e still wants my nuts, and says he had this huge crush on me, which i said i thought was fack..lalala.. but yea, so cool to see him.
and sitting at Sonic was good times.. and waiting for walters gf and just goofing off was good too..
so tonight is my freinds belly button borthday.. so excited.. shes gunna get me early so lots of fun will happen...
im going to get reasy..
ciao
oh, and pumpkin.. ur ill too<3
cori is calling me back soon, and we are gunna chill. i love him.
scott is the GREATEST. always there for me. i love him so much, and cant wait to see him. its nice to know that the love is mutual.
as much as i may have fucked up last night, it was a good.. great night. i have to recagnize that, and that me ans alonso's thing wasnt healthy. i just have problems. whatever. i have to look at the good stuff now..
i have a super fun new group of freinds.. walter, pat, a dude whos name i cant sound out, dusten, and courtny..theres lots others, im jsut counting who was in the car.. and there is stephanie. i wish i went to canyon.. oh wait, now thats gone. nah, but there way nifty. so earlier in the week steph told me that some guy knows me from my past, and that he wants to see me, and whatnot. so he was at the hooka bar yesterday.. thats where i was.. andi so should have known.. cause it was in fullerton.. alex davis. so this will mean nothing to most of u but it was so cool to see him. hes the hmie!! e still wants my nuts, and says he had this huge crush on me, which i said i thought was fack..lalala.. but yea, so cool to see him.
and sitting at Sonic was good times.. and waiting for walters gf and just goofing off was good too..
so tonight is my freinds belly button borthday.. so excited.. shes gunna get me early so lots of fun will happen...
im going to get reasy..
ciao
oh, and pumpkin.. ur ill too<3