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so, i emailed my freind scotty allen the other day, and he replyed. this is a sample of what he said..
hi amber
i thought about you today- i randomly think about you from time to time actually...but today i thought about how i may not ever hang out with you again? i kind of broke things off with sarah yesterday- i don't think it's the right time for us to be dating...i love her and i know she loves me- i really don't think it's the end of us. but- only time will tell.
okay, so is it just me or does that slightly suggest that thats why we hung out, sarah???? i dont know, but i really dont want to not ever hang out with him again, that would suck. needless to say i havnt responded.
my moms a controling bitch. im not saying im perfect and that its all okay that i have broken many rules throughout my life, but good god she is nuts. i am too, but it is different, and i cant help but resent her for so many things she has done, some things she has not, sence young child hood.
my kimmy is back!!! i have been stressing about missing her and not seeing her til' im 18 for awhile now, and she called me today, saying her basterd father wouldnt sign the papers she needed to go to school in florida cause he wants her to have a horrible life(dont want her to graduate). it sux that she has to live with him(for now) but i cant express how glad i am to know shes her in orange where i need her. selfish? fuck yea, but i've been unhappy for so long that i cant help it. im sad for her situation, happy to get to see her soon!
i have a huge headache. fuck this shit.
hi amber
i thought about you today- i randomly think about you from time to time actually...but today i thought about how i may not ever hang out with you again? i kind of broke things off with sarah yesterday- i don't think it's the right time for us to be dating...i love her and i know she loves me- i really don't think it's the end of us. but- only time will tell.
okay, so is it just me or does that slightly suggest that thats why we hung out, sarah???? i dont know, but i really dont want to not ever hang out with him again, that would suck. needless to say i havnt responded.
my moms a controling bitch. im not saying im perfect and that its all okay that i have broken many rules throughout my life, but good god she is nuts. i am too, but it is different, and i cant help but resent her for so many things she has done, some things she has not, sence young child hood.
my kimmy is back!!! i have been stressing about missing her and not seeing her til' im 18 for awhile now, and she called me today, saying her basterd father wouldnt sign the papers she needed to go to school in florida cause he wants her to have a horrible life(dont want her to graduate). it sux that she has to live with him(for now) but i cant express how glad i am to know shes her in orange where i need her. selfish? fuck yea, but i've been unhappy for so long that i cant help it. im sad for her situation, happy to get to see her soon!
i have a huge headache. fuck this shit.