i love you oh so well, like a kid loves candy and fresh snow.........
my best guy freind is leaving. hes going to UC Davis. i wont see him until christmas. i dont know if i will be able to handle it. he leaves sat. until then i will ignore the fact for the most part. let all my feelings come at once. its better that way.
eric confuses the fuck out of me. but thats how alot of my guy freinds are, especially the ones i've hooked up with and sometimes get slight feelings for.
he can be such a bitch. then last night i saw our freind ryans number on the caller ID, so of course i call back. eric answers, and it takes me a secound to figure out that its him. he said he called to see what i was up to, and asked if i was still grounded as fuck. then we talk about his orientation at target. and he askes me to come visit him today if i could and to call his house. wtf. i understand the making fun and all that, teasing, calling me a 12 year old boy, but he gets really mean sometimes. then wants to hang out and junk. wtf. wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtf.
what a punk ass.
my freind Devyn's bro is pretty hot. he has good hair. hopefully i'll see him on wednsday again. he talked to me about music and shows. he aproched me. aaah shit.
i wanted to go see sky captin with my cosin, but my moms super lame and doesnt wanna go.
i need to go call my freind jenifer. i cant go with her later cause i have youth. i feel bad, she doesnt like driving that far alone. and her brother, mike b., is gunna give me shit tomarow. damn.
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eric confuses the fuck out of me. but thats how alot of my guy freinds are, especially the ones i've hooked up with and sometimes get slight feelings for.
he can be such a bitch. then last night i saw our freind ryans number on the caller ID, so of course i call back. eric answers, and it takes me a secound to figure out that its him. he said he called to see what i was up to, and asked if i was still grounded as fuck. then we talk about his orientation at target. and he askes me to come visit him today if i could and to call his house. wtf. i understand the making fun and all that, teasing, calling me a 12 year old boy, but he gets really mean sometimes. then wants to hang out and junk. wtf. wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtf.
what a punk ass.
my freind Devyn's bro is pretty hot. he has good hair. hopefully i'll see him on wednsday again. he talked to me about music and shows. he aproched me. aaah shit.
i wanted to go see sky captin with my cosin, but my moms super lame and doesnt wanna go.
i need to go call my freind jenifer. i cant go with her later cause i have youth. i feel bad, she doesnt like driving that far alone. and her brother, mike b., is gunna give me shit tomarow. damn.
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