i have this freind...
and this freind amazes me when i think about him. i wasnt all that fond of him i must admit, for a while. i thought he was cool when i first met him, i mean hey, i did end up being naked in his room the first day i met him. but then i wasnt parcial to him, didnt think much of him. then my freind who had hooked up with him made her way to rehab, and told me to "make sure he doesnt hook up with any bitchs" haha. and we had never hung out together unless she was there.
then one day at lunch he needed a cigarette, and i was gunna go have one. so we made our way across the street to the condos and lit up. we actually started talking and i pointed out that it was the first time we had had a cigarette togther sence the girl was gone and that it was the first time we had actually talked about something other then me saying "dude, u lier. your house is soooo far from school" and all that. and i liked it.
slowly we would talk on the grass at school. then we started talking more, like freinds do. then it grew, and i liked it. we would have cigarettes together, then i would look for him in the halls, then we where freinds, and i would go say hi at the flag pole. and one day i came to help out with wrestling stuff, and lets just day that was an awsome day, of sneaking off to have a cigarette in the back, and that is when i met another freind whos tall and likes slipknot, and this freindthat amazes me had thes key chains coming out of his pocket, and i knew what they where, but i didnt quite get it. and he excplained it. then when i started having feelings for him, i had a boyfreind, a lame ass boyfreind, and that boyfreind didnt like him coming up behind me and grabing my ass, so i made him stop.
then we started hanging out at zito's after school, which was good times that i will never forget. and he still came to Zito's when he got expelled, and i would see him at school before we would go across the street(a big group) and it would make me so happy. and i would hug him and soak in the smell of slightly greasy hair, musk(not BO), and cigatettes.
and now that freind is a very good freind of mine who rides his bike to come see me at a resterant i go to with some good freinds. and we talk, and smoke, and play card games. its all so simple but i love it.
and i relized that i could listen to him talk for hours and still want to hear more. sence we have been talking i dont think we have had a conversation that i didnt enjoy. and he is smart, and wise, and kind, and one of the few freinds, especially guy freinds, who has seen me cry, seen me cry when im over whelmed with things and things get dramatic in my head, and i cant hold it in. when he wasnt at zito's i was so sad. and then this one time, the time i cried, i felt especailly overwhelmed, and felt like i was going crazy, and he was the only person i wanted to talk to. and then he showed up, and i started crying and ran into his arms, and i know few people who bring that out of me.
im just rambling i bet, but i just want to say thank you.
thank you for being my freind and not judging and teaching me something new everytime we talk, leting me cry to you and rant to you, being hot, smelling good and having pirate hair.<3
then one day at lunch he needed a cigarette, and i was gunna go have one. so we made our way across the street to the condos and lit up. we actually started talking and i pointed out that it was the first time we had had a cigarette togther sence the girl was gone and that it was the first time we had actually talked about something other then me saying "dude, u lier. your house is soooo far from school" and all that. and i liked it.
slowly we would talk on the grass at school. then we started talking more, like freinds do. then it grew, and i liked it. we would have cigarettes together, then i would look for him in the halls, then we where freinds, and i would go say hi at the flag pole. and one day i came to help out with wrestling stuff, and lets just day that was an awsome day, of sneaking off to have a cigarette in the back, and that is when i met another freind whos tall and likes slipknot, and this freindthat amazes me had thes key chains coming out of his pocket, and i knew what they where, but i didnt quite get it. and he excplained it. then when i started having feelings for him, i had a boyfreind, a lame ass boyfreind, and that boyfreind didnt like him coming up behind me and grabing my ass, so i made him stop.
then we started hanging out at zito's after school, which was good times that i will never forget. and he still came to Zito's when he got expelled, and i would see him at school before we would go across the street(a big group) and it would make me so happy. and i would hug him and soak in the smell of slightly greasy hair, musk(not BO), and cigatettes.
and now that freind is a very good freind of mine who rides his bike to come see me at a resterant i go to with some good freinds. and we talk, and smoke, and play card games. its all so simple but i love it.
and i relized that i could listen to him talk for hours and still want to hear more. sence we have been talking i dont think we have had a conversation that i didnt enjoy. and he is smart, and wise, and kind, and one of the few freinds, especially guy freinds, who has seen me cry, seen me cry when im over whelmed with things and things get dramatic in my head, and i cant hold it in. when he wasnt at zito's i was so sad. and then this one time, the time i cried, i felt especailly overwhelmed, and felt like i was going crazy, and he was the only person i wanted to talk to. and then he showed up, and i started crying and ran into his arms, and i know few people who bring that out of me.
im just rambling i bet, but i just want to say thank you.
thank you for being my freind and not judging and teaching me something new everytime we talk, leting me cry to you and rant to you, being hot, smelling good and having pirate hair.<3