can i lay in your bed all day?

[lose_thesescars]

sometimes i really really hate people. especially rude ones. i was getting a migraine today at school and if i dont go home and sleep to get rid of it right away, it'll last for days and i'll be throwing up blah blah blah....so i can't miss any classes or i will fail them. I went to ask my "friend" what her advice was and this is what she said, "You're a college student." and i asked her what that was supposed to mean and she said that it meant i can make my own desicions. BITCH. i was just asking for advice. i hhhhaaaaaaaaaaaate people. almost all of them. really. plus she called my friend shallow and conceited. and she makes me feel shallow and retarded all the time. this girl = not my friend anymore.
why do i live so far away from all my friends? seriously. like an hour or two away from everyone. and my boyfriend. guh. all far away.

I feel eyelashes on my cheek
They lacerate my flesh
Ripping so good
So put your hand in mine
Never let go
Never wake up
Cause Im done with promises

Im taking blood oaths.
And it feels like you could kiss
My imperfections,
My imperfections away.
And I will stand
Stand by your side
Until the sun turns the sky
All the colors I see in your eyes

And Ill never need to see the sun again
Theres enough light in your eyes
To light up our little world
So take me
Take me away
Kill me slowly
Ill never be the same

I swear to you
On everything I am
And I dedicate to you
All that I am
And I promise you
That Ill stand right by your side
Forever and always
Until the day I die

The bite marks on my neck
Never felt so good
Im losing control
And its all that I can do
Not to black out
Fall into lust with you
Your kisses infect me
The dark gift is lost in you

And Ill never need to see the sun again
Theres enough light in your eyes
To light up our little world
So take me
Take me away
Kill me slowly
Ill never be the same

And I feel immortal
And I want to make you feel the same
So stand by me
As we immolate
We can burn in each other's arms.