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the first day of school this semester. i would think that after having hundreds of "first-days" in my life that this one should be a breeze and i shouldn't be nervous. for some reason that logic doesn't work for me, because i am nervous. the sort of nervousness that isn't caused by "what-ifs". the kind that just is and will always be in similar situations. the kind of nervousness i feel around people i don't know. the kind that i would sell my soul to get rid of.