these poor souls...

Oct 01, 2006 04:30

I look at how things are going with everybody right now in their life. People trying to commit suicide, people totally fucked on drugs, people getting caught up for simple things that fuck up their lives in the long run. Shit like my life. Drugs, alcohol, and just total apathetic feelings toward things just set me on the wrong path. Now im awaiting my time to sit in a cell while others are already there. Either that or lost it totally in their subconscience. Totally out of reach with reality. These poor souls...

It makes me see how these other poor souls have gone through so much to get what they want and I, as from what I have seen, do not understand their reasonings. I mean are they that stubborn or maybe im just to stubborn to not realize it. Isn't that a nice question mark on top of our heads...

This year is bringing a lot of experiences upon my life. May they be possitive or negative, they are affecting my life. Lost love, a lost mind, a loss of respect...
So many losses it makes me wonder what my guardian has set for me....

My guardian...
At this troubled time in my life i remember seeing my guardian come near me. The owl that watches over the night. I was driving one night to find a random zoom of an owl fly over my head lights. It was so random that i just simply called it my guardian. The bird that is watching me from the sky because somebody else cant do for me now...
And tonight i see my friend's guardian fly over him as he was put into the police car. Let the guardian take care of you in your time of need for he flys over you to protect you and help you in a time of need. There because of the things you are in or have done was not meant for you. He is there to help you and guide you to your path. Thats if you choose to follow it....

In conclusion the guardian is out there. Even though you may read this and think to yourself this is total bullshit. Well thats your opinion.
Either way my best of wishes to PAUL RAMIREZ. You were a good friend and a good unloader...

LOS_LIVES
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