Apr 15, 2008 20:31
I got Dean to delete Adam's number from my phone today, which Joe thought was wrong. All day, Dean kept pestering me to let him go, but Joe insists I have to stop relying on other people's opinions and decide what it is I want. He's right, it's time I started taking my own advice and screw the consequences, we all make mistakes, right? And then we learn from them. I've still got Adam's number written down, but I'm still debating what it is I really want out of all this so...
I actually don't want to meet up with him, one thing Dean did get right when he was lecturing me was that I'd be waiting for him to say something and remaining silent for the whole time. I'll end up making it a happy day out sort of thing, and I don't want that. And I don't have the time really, all my classes are ending, yeah, but my exams are Monday week and I really have to discipline myself to study. If he wants to meet up after that, sure, I will. But for now...I need to concentrate on my studies and finding a job.
Just afraid to tell Dean and Tracey that I've changed my mind...
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