bff
ok so i just got this lecture about how i never call people back. ok when i say people i mean my bff's back. i figured that it was fucken nothing cuz you know its not like im just being a major flake, im actually just really busy. i think the fact that they're not the center of my world bothers them, like i dont have anything better going on than them. dont get me wrong i love those bitches to death but sometimes i wonder what the fuck they get out of my friendship. one doesnt tell me shit about anything thats important to her, only shit like "oh work was so bad..." and some asinine story about her day, but she'll go and tell everyone and their mother about how her bf is being an ass. then the other gives me shit for studying too much. you would think that they know how important school is to me, but i swear i think they really believe that i love sitting in front of books just staring blankly into them b/c i have no idea whats going on. i cannot wait until all i have is bio up my ass. i hate chem, GEs, math, physics, and all that good shit. i just wanna hurry up get the fuck out of there and get some good grades along the way. it kinda bugs that they never wanna hear about the things that interest me. sometimes i really beilieve that we have nothing in common. i hate it really. it just doesnt fit sometimes and you can tell. we went to the bar tonite and like theyre hot shit and all and im cool with that, but i get the look like, "hey hot chicks, too bad they have an ugly friend with them." but hey whatevs i guess its my own fault that my fat ass is just chillin. im just busting out at the moment and since its about my bff's its not like i can rant to them cuz lord knows thats just not how our dynamic works.