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Ever Been Called...
Dumb?: yes
Retarted?: RETARDED? yes.
Ugly?: yes... by my own mother
Hot?: no... and if I was... I would have blocked it out
Fat?: probably
Anorexic?: no
A waste of space?: yes... that was my mother too
Smelly?: no
A Slut?: yes
Beautiful?: no
Smart?: no
Quiet?: yes
Boring?: yep
A Bitch?: yep
Rebel?: yes
Conceited?: nope
Currently
What are you wearing?: black shirt and jeans
Who are you talking to?: no one
How is the weather?: blue sky with some clouds
What are you listening to?: Infected Mushroom
What/Who are you thinking about?: Ian.
What are you eating/drinking?: nothing
What are you looking forward to?: leaving EVERYTHING (except some things) behind someday
What are you dreading?: today... tommorrow... everyday
How are you feeling?: depressed
How is your hair?: messy... I just woke up
What time is it?: 11:27 am
What are you annoyed by?: people
When Was The Last Time You..
Burped?: I don't remember... I don't keep track
Went to the movies?: a long time ago
Went out to eat?: With Ian to Genke's
Cried?: last night... this morning
Got dumped?: a year and a month ago
Dumped someone?: like... a little under two years
Threw up?: at Summers house
Peed?: when I woke up
Went skating?: I don't skate
Went for a walk?: everyday.
Ate ice cream?: ummm... a couple of days... Ryan and I walked to Dairy Queen in the mall because we were bored
Got into a fight?: all the time
Issues
Do you do drugs?: I am trying to quit my addiction
Do you have a mental disablity?: yes
Are you on any medication for any type of disorder?: I should be
What kind?: Lexapro or Zoloft... I have been prescribed both
Do you or have you ever had an eating disorder?: yes
What kinds of illnesses run in your family?: Alzheimers, cancer, diabetes
Who was the last person you...
Talked to?: Ian
Yelled at?: Myself
Kissed: Ian
Hugged?: Ian
Went out to eat with?: Ian
Flirted with?: Ian
Talked to on the phone?: Robert
IMed?: Kris
Recieved an IM from?: Kris
E-Mail?: Misty
Got flowers from?: heheh... John.
Danced with?: Ian at the bar
Fought with?: everyone
Worried about?: Kris
Cried over?: myself
Thought about?: Ian
Are you...
Understanding?: Yes... I think so
Pretty?: no
Nice?: I try to be
A bitch?: probably
Hard to get?: ummm... I dunno
Confident?: no
Depressed?: yes
Hyper?: sometimes
Friendly?: yes
Hungry?: nope
Original?: I dunno
Shy?: yes
Emotional?: yes
Messy?: look at my fucking house
Immature?: I try not to be
Sad?: yes
Trusting?: yes... and that is how I get stepped all over
Healthy?: yes
Sleepy?: no
Lonely?: yes.
Independent?: yes
Romantic?: yes
Do you drink [alcohol]?: not a lot
Do you party a lot?: the boys do
How often do you use the word "like" in an average hour?: I dunno
Do you skip classes? How often?: if I were in school... I wouldn't
Do you steal?: no
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: no
Do you drool over celebrities?: no
Do you watch a lot of TV?: the news
Do you ever watch the News?: at ten
Do you read books often?: not anymore
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: with Ian
Do you smoke cigarettes?: I did... I am trying to quit that too
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: not anymore
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: no
Do you cuss a lot?: yeah
Are you desperate to fit in?: anymore... I could give a shit
Are you intelligent?: yes... but people think I am stupid... I just need a way to show them
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?: yes
Make-up?: yes
Low-cut tops?: kinda
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: no
Giggle a lot?: when stoned
Read YM, Teen, Cosmo, at all?: if I am bored
[In the last 24 hours, have you]
Cried: a lot
Bought something: yes
Gotten sick: yes
Sang: no
Eaten: yeah
Been kissed: yes
Felt stupid: yes
Met someone new: no
Moved on: nope
Had a serious talk: yes... Ian comforted me when he got home
Missed someone: yes
Hugged someone: yes
Fought with your parents: I haven't talked to them in over 24 hours.
[Personal]
Who is your role model: Tommi
What are some of your pet peeves: people
Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yes
Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: a lot
Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: no
Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): yes
Want someone you don't have right now: no
Ever liked your best guy friend: yes
Do you want to get married: someday.
Do you want kids: maybe
Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: I don't want to think that far ahead
Are you happy with you: no
Are you happy with your life: no
If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: I would be going to school... I would be living with my parent's, and my mom would be alive.... that would be the only way that would all happen... so fuck it... I am not going to think about it...
Pierce your nose or tongue? I had both... and I want both back
Be serious or be funny? serious
Do you have a crush? yes
Who is it? Ian