Sep 28, 2005 21:18
I just wanna let everyone know that i've had a terrible day. TERRIBLE. and maybe that's why i am so emotional. i dont really know...but anyways it's probably one of the worst days ive had in months.
meagan, i love you more than you'll ever know. you make me so happy day by day and i thank you for that. you just have no idea. words can't express.
keri, i love you, no matter what happens i love you...and i know that you love me...and i do get furious with you but just know that it ends faster with you than anyone else and that is some serious, SERIOUS love. you know the bond we have. you know!
brock callahan, i love you..wether you like it or not...and you know you love me too. but you my friend are a beautiful person. i appreciate you more than you'll ever know, your like my voice of reason. i love you
timmy devine, how i love you so much! and i miss you like crazy! its not even fair! i CAN NOT even wait for your wedding. your a wonderful...beautiful person. and i want you to be in my life more...im starting to run out of things to say...it scares me...so talk damnit!
jessica harden, i love you because you're my best friend. the best one i have....your the only person i can handle for long periods of time. and when you humm it makes me so happy. i hope that you are happy because you deserve that.
who else....some other people that dont read this.
all of these people have made me very happy in the past couple of weeks and i love them more than they'll ever know...i dont express it much, but when i do...you'll know, so if i sound a little crazy, well...its because i am.
why isnt it enough to just know that everything will work out ok? that the voices in my head will go away in time. and that life is more than this. i mean, it's all just too difficult for me to handle. why can't i just be content and happy? why is that so hard?