people change........for right or wrong?

[lornykins]

hey. look i dunno whats goin on with me latley....i dont fuckin know who i am anymore.....i mean....everything i say i believe and i say i do....i dont do...ya know? so if i become a little crazy and hard to deal with....well im sorry. i really am. i mean...its all i think about....what the fuck am i doing?

i did a bad thing last night. i feel bad....i dont even know if its that big of a deal or wether or not im just making it a big deal....but i feel really bad. i dont fuckin know.